rebecca || lam jia xin 林嘉欣 ||

2010-12-31T02:29:00.002+08:00

Last Day of 2010 ♥

Happy much \(^.^)/

HELLO PEOPLE!
I know here is rotting, wanted to leave this web but can't bear to, because there are too much memories. I'm changing to another website, but not gonna delete this page :) This year had been tough to me, like seriously. I had a bad start, and it's ending badly. I don't know why 2010 must be so bitch to me. But I've pulled through, everything. I had fights with family, I had good times with them. I lose friends, and I gained many. I fall out of love, but found a better one. There's many ups and downs, like most people said. I'm willing to learn from my mistakes, and be a better person. My bestfriends told me this: "There's always shits coming your way and got onto you, but you will also get a pail of water on your way to clean the shits." I totally understand and that's what happened to me. Shits happen, but you still have to move on and get over it. Like i said before, i can't wait to say goodbye to 2010. But I'll also never forget the good things and beautiful memories I had this year. I just hope that 2011 will be nice to me :)

Goodbye and Goodnight people ♥

2010-10-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

True Friends ♥

2010-09-27T23:18:00.005+08:00

In love, once again (242526) ♥

F1 was amazing ♥

Hello People

I had 3 awesome days, 242526, a great experience for me to work for Formula 1. Going to F1 is always what i wanted, not as an usher but at least i still get to see the cars passed by me! Yes, we are all crazily shag, standing all day long under the sun/rain. All i can say is, it's all worthwhile. :)

The last day was chaotic, yet i had lots of fun. I'm able to watch the last hour of race because i have to stand infront of the grandstand to prevent people from standing there. But also thanks to Shyryn for letting me to stand there. Haha! Everything's great even though there are some happenings. When going home, me and Shyryn missed the last train. Super shag, we walked everywhere, followed by a drunkard but i pitied him, saw a gang fight, walked long distance. I would say, it's pretty scary. Thanks to her dad for bringing food and drinks for us for the past 3 days and her sis for fetching me home when we're so helpless.

OHMYGOD! IT WAS AWESOME WATCHING FERRARI AND ALONSO DROVE PASS. AND I CAN'T STOP SMILING WHEN FELIPE MASSA DROVE PASS, DOUBLE AWESOME! C: MY FAVOURITE ♥ ALONSO WON AND FAVOURITE GOT INTO TENTH, TRIPLE AWESOME! :D

Goodbye People

2010-09-21T22:14:00.005+08:00

Colours cheer me up a little ♥

I need you so badly now.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know who am i anymore. Finding fault with people to vent my anger, this is crazy. I hate myself seriously. But also, i learnt something. Nobody in this world can be with you forever, be it your family, your bestfriend or your lover. You can't depend on someone forever, they will be tired someday. It will turn out to be the other way, they need to depend on you or can be someone else. The only person that you can depend on forever is yourself, no one else.

2010-08-31T11:56:00.002+08:00

Scissors Paper Stone ♥

2010-08-18T17:21:00.007+08:00

Always my Love ♥

I do miss them, alot. IT'S ALOTTTTTTTT!
I just love the way they stick to me, the way they talk and i understand nothing.

2010-08-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

Crazehh ♥

Like a cuteeeeeeeeee only C:

'I simply love being crazehhhhh around with bestfriends who play along, friends who see it all and boyfriend who takes it all.' ♥

2010-07-31T14:42:00.003+08:00

Craving ♥

I want to eat this nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Do you have this sudden feeling of having something right away?! I'M HAVING THIS FEELING RIGHT NOW! I having great cravings for FROLICK and M&M! :D

I hope I got all these right now ):

IMPORTANT: I LOVE MY DADDY ♥

2010-07-17T16:58:00.005+08:00

Bestfriends ♥

My happy pills = Friends :)

Life is never bored with friends around, always. Friends are important, they changes lots of little things in your life. Study is boring, everyone knows that. But friends make school fun. When you're bored, switch on your computer, and your friends live in it. When you're feeling down, give your friend a call, they give you advices. When you're happy, put a smile on your face, and they will smile with you. When you miss your friends, meet them up and talk about everything. When you're crying, they do funny things just to make you laugh. When you're angry, they do everything to calm you down. When you're sick, they get worry and care for you. Friends share things with you, play around with you, joke around with you, make fun of you, eat your food, tickle you, fight with you but will never gonna leave you, alone.

Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportuniy. My friends are just like my candy ♥

2010-07-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

FROLICK ♥

It can simply make my mood better :D

Hello Baby!

My feeling sucks right now. Anyway, school starts tomorrow ): WHY?! WHERE'S MY YOUTH DAY?! I don't like school, I don't like the people, I don't like everything over there! Test tomorrow, not yet study, not even touch my books during holidays. Urgh~ I need my Frolick nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :) :) :) Oh damn, I'm so addicted to it (ghsaujgdjsakgfuwe pebbles). HAHAHAHAHA! I've watched Eclipse, with my lovelies! ♥ Not bad, better than New Moon. But sad to say, I still don't like Bella, although she had become more beautiful? :)

Daddy, can I have thisssssssssssssssssss??????? :) :) :) It's damn slim laaaa, saw it at .. .. City Link? (I forget)

Currently addicted to: Hey Soul Sister (^^)
I need youuuuuuuuuuuuuu so badly ):

ok, shall end here, time to sleep.
Goodnight and Goodbyeeeeee Baby!

2010-06-30T16:05:00.004+08:00

Eye-candy ♥

♥ Candy.Chocolate.Friends.Family.Food ♥

HELLO WORLD

No more emo post k? :) I'm a happy kid recently, though i'm suffering a little. I'm out everyday since the holiday started, meeting with my lovessssssss and it's been 2 weeks! It's totally awesome meeting them up everyday♥ Of course, weekends are still for my family. First week, went for dinner, as a celebration for Father's Day and JB the next day :) Second week, went to Pulau Ubin! My dad's company Family Day. I totally LOVE IT! :D Still remember the first time i went to Pulau Ubin is with my bunch of loves, we went to cycle and i swear that will be the last time i go there to cycle. But this time, it's totally different. It was like heaven there, and it's time to enjoy there. Overnight at Celestial Resort, not bad, 2 storeys room and it's quite spacious. Ok, so i said it's my dad's company Family Day right? So everyone of us will have this wrist band, first to recognise people and second to get all things FREE! This is important ok, wherever you go, just show the band, and you will get it free :D :D :D The bicycle, the FOOD, the drinks, the games, the beer and etc. The food there was awesomeeeeeeee! Buffet for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I don't think we spend a single cent there! HAHAHA! Unless you want to enjoy the fish spa there @$10/15mins and fishing/prawning. Cab fare is 90 bucks in total, but can claim back from company :) Dad drink beer like we drinking sweet drinks and mineral water, maybe even more than us. Duh, he was drunk but still conscious and can clown around :D That's my dad! Games, campfire, eating, slacking in the room, everything is so great there although it gets a little bored when watching others playing games. But you know what, i'm able to watch world cup there!!! (Y) Ok, woke up the next morning and had free breakfast, and home sweet home. And i've learnt that their company got 12 products of cigarettes. This is why i simply love dad's company ♥

Photo session! (dad did not bring camera along, so quality abit 'ahem')

My favourite in the goodie bag :D

People wrist band, i arm band :)

This is heaven i tell you! Super delicious! :D :D :D

I thought the balloon is for us ):

That's my dad, playing with the kids (._.)

The only time i can take pictures of dogs is when, they are asleep.

EVERYTHING IS IN RED ♥

Oh, i went over to NP and eat dinner with Oh Elaine (like finally! :D) NP is still the best to me! Me and Qian slack at Our space while waiting for Elaine to dismiss from lesson, then Singyin came over :) Jonathan came, Kangqi and Daniel next. Slack over there till 8pm and bus-ed to cck. Chatting at lot one mac with Elaine (Y) I love telling her things and also love hearing her stories ♥ We always have tons of stories to tell each other (L) I've left less than a week of holiday, yet I have not finish even one project/assignment. Good luck to me (-.-) I'll be in deep shit! Next week having test, not yet studied. Enjoyed enough, time to study.

I got this scary dream, i dreamt of myself, dying ): It was not scary when i woke up, but it is when i told someone about it. This is about the dream: "I'm dying of no pain, but family around me, asking me to go?! They told me to go peacefully, so that i won't suffer. I listened to them, i sleep, and i feel the peacefulness of dead people. The feeling is not like sleeping, it's like really dead. I was so scared, i forced myself to wake up, and i managed to wake up. My family asked me why i don't go!" Stupid dream. I told Elaine about this, and she told me lucky i managed to wake up. What's going on?

Ok, till here.
Goodbye world

2010-06-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

Stupid me ♥♥

If only you are here, with me ♥

Hello World.

I'm super stressed up recently, the stupid me is here. Giving attitude to people around me, i'm sorry, i don't mean it. I'm seriously worn out, fighting all problems continuously, i wanted to give up, but i can't. I've walked through many obstacles, being strong to overcome it one by one. Yes, you're right, i've been really emotional this year, almost crying my eyes out. Being in ITE, i give myself really high expectations that caused much stress for myself. I put in lots of effort, all i want is an 'A', yet not getting it. I told myself to work really hard for these 2 years and get my ass out of this school. I really feel stupid to fail in ITE. It's 'B', just one more step to 'A', why is that so difficult? Even it's just a class test, it mean alot to me. I'm totally losing myself! No more crying bitch, continue to fight, you will definitely get what you want (and this is so not true). But one thing for sure, i'm not fighting all these alone. I need a break, like seriously!

Goodbye World.

2010-06-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Can I give up, my life? ♥♥

Hello.

I'm having a super fucking fucked up life now and I feel like giving up already. Can anyone tell me what to do? And I miss you, badly ):

Goodbye.

2010-06-01T01:08:00.003+08:00

I'm going to explode ♥♥

I want and need you, candy ♥

Hello world! :D

I'm not as happy as the smiley, i'm sad, i'm angry! But what to do?! Since my life is so shit already, and i've already said, they're just not gonna stop! What's the point pleasing others when they don't appreciate it and even take it for granted? What's the point carrying on pleasing them and you take in all shits? What's the point making others happy and you're not happy at all? I always believe and thinks that, seeing others/everyone happy, i will be happy. But i'm wrong, i try to please someone, try my best to make them happy, indeed they are! But i'm not, maybe i am, for just that moment, seeing them smile. I'm seriously seriously seriously fucking tired of all these! I'm always saying this, yet i tell myself to tolerate, persevere and move on with life. I did it, not once, but many times. Keeping everything inside, hurting myself by laughing out loud everyday, yet crying hard inside. If all these shits are not gonna stop, i may give up soon. I can't hold on any longer. I told myself, not gonna care anymore, i shouldn't be! But if i don't, i'm shit in peoples eyes! Yes, thinking of others first is what i think that it's perfect, but not anymore. You affected my life, my studies, my future, my mood, my thinking! I'm going nuts soon.

I JUST NEED SOME CHILL PILLS AND MORE HAPPY PILLS!

Goodbye!

2010-05-28T17:49:00.002+08:00

Fight for this Love ♥♥

What do you want from me?

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
(Nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(It perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(Uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So I) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me

Hello :D
I want to tell the whole world that, yes, my life is sucks! Nothing good happen to me at all, but i won't give up. I've pulled through many obstacles already, no point giving up now. I know i'm not able to take it anymore, it's not easy for me to move on. But i got my lovely family, awesome friends and beloved mummy, watching over me, giving me supports, be there for me :) Whenever the bad things happen, they just give me the strength to pick myself up again and again. I may be different, but that's part of growth. I will always remember, whenever i feel down, my friends are always there to tell me this: "Got me what! XD HAHAHA!" Their bhb-ness really cheered me up :) Someone told me this before: There are only 2 kinds of love, one is you love someone, the other is you're being loved by someone. And he said i'm being deserved to be loved by someone. Yes, i got my family that always love me like precious, friends that always love me like sister. I want that 2 kinds of love, because, i want to love them back :D

I Love My Lovely Family and Awesome Friends ♥♥

and not to forget
My Beloved Mummy ♥♥
Happy birthday!

Goodbye :D

2010-05-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Today was a Fairytale ♥♥

I just want my life to be colourful ♥

7 months ago, you step into my life. 4 months ago, you show me i can be love by someone and can love someone. Today, i forget what is love. I wanted to know the answer to this question, who can tell me what's the answer. What's the one damn good thing that happen to me this year? It's not a difficult question, just need some thinking, yet no one knows the answer. I don't even know the answer. I was doing well all this while, until today. The feeling is back, everything came back to my mind, i was about to cry, but i hold it back. I've learnt to be strong, i've learnt to let go, i've learnt to be happy, i've learnt to pick myself up when i fall. All these teaches me to grow. Thanks Love.

2010-05-21T20:08:00.003+08:00

Bad day ♥♥

Went to school and got fever on thursday ): Bad day for me i must say, and lessons are totally boredddddddddddddddddddd! My first time to go doctor alone, first time to go pasir ris alone and probably coming back home alone (-.-) Ok, i've have to say i'm going chalet! HAHAHAHA! I'm sick, i'm weak, i'm having fever, but i still love my friends :D :D :D No school for me today, no dance for me today, i'm a pig today! I'm feeling damn drowsy now and i still have to take train all the way to pasir ris. Suddenly think of something, if its the past .. .. .. I know i shouldn't think about it.

Ok, got to go, will post when i'm back!

Goodbye :D

The medicine kills my day!

2010-05-16T21:14:00.004+08:00

My Favourite Hide-out ♥♥

Friends are like rainbow, they brighten your life after you've gone through a storm.

I'm back, Rebecca is back (hope so!) HAHA! No more crying, no more emo-ing, it's time to move on with my life :) Not posting any personal feelings here anymore i guess, will be posted at My Favourite Hide-out where nobody reads it, don't want to affect anybody around me now. Sometimes it seems wrong to feel angry, sad or just simply want to express out your own feelings to your friends. Oh, and i want to say, I LOVE THAT PICTURE ABOVE! :D :D :D Bad things are still happening to me, they're just not stopping! But what to do, just don't let me face death can already! LOL! Now both my hands are getting weaker, damn it! And i'm falling sick (yay-ness!) Dance makes me goes wild seriously, and i feel sucks by not able to catch up with the dance steps ): Jiayou, Rebecca Lam Jia Xin! School life is getting better, with classmates, teachers and work. But lessons have been cancelling since don't know when and i don't know what the heck i go to school for.

I'm having no life on weekends. I woke up early today and headed to Hougang to have breakfast with family. Went back home at 11am plus, sleep all the way till 5pm, woke up and have dinner. But lucky there's F1 today! :) F1 is still as exciting than ever! The Red always bring a smile to my face and i love my FAV! ♥ Tomorrow school starts early in the morning and dance practice after that. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Life is still great with friends around! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ok, shall stop here.
Goodnight and goodbye! :D

Oh, before i go, i want to say,
Big thanks and much love to my ladies!
I LOVE Oh Elaine, Teo Kangqi, Low Yi Qian and Jervis Sia Jie Yi for the supports and love you girls have given to me :) muackkkkkkkkkkkkkk! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

The most awful day ♥♥

The third day, and the worst, i'm still suffering in hell! Feeling shit early in the morning, no fail, cried before sleep and when woke. Crying in the morning is the worst part ever in life! That gives you a bad start. Having all pain inside, causing chest pain and vomit nothing. That's really awful, just like not being able to vent out everything you're having inside your mind. I dreamt of him again. I don't want to be like this anymore, i'm really really tired and sick of this! Fine, i can't have you back, i don't want you anymore, i just want back my craziness, my smile and my laughters! I WANT MY LIFE! It's killing me inside, laughing out loud with your friends when you're actually feeling pain and shit inside. What for torturing myself?! If he can do that so easily, so do you. If he can give up so easily, so do you. If he can get over it so easily, so do you. Outof the sudden, i miss him so much, but i have to tell myself not to think of him. Three consecutive days, my eyes are not resting at all, crying all day, sleeping late at night and waking up early in the morning, let them rest, they are seriously tired. Acting fine, don't want to let friends worry and affect them, it's torture. Family caring for you, asking you what happen, yet you can't tell them anything, it's torture. Not eating and sleeping well, falling sick, it's torture. People trying their best to do everything to help, yet you gave them nothing. Does all this worthwhile? You're just making yourself suffer, making everyone around you suffer! Be strong, get over it and move on with your life! I CAN DO IT! :D :D :D

加油，林嘉欣！
JIAYOU, REBECCA LAM JIA XIN!

2010-05-13T01:13:00.003+08:00

I need, I desire ♥♥

The second day without him, you dreamt of him, you cried when you woke. This is the time, when you will know, how much your friends loves you, how much your family cares for you, how deep you had fell, how sucks it can be, how shitty your life is. But you will never know, what's gonna happen next, issit good or bad, you won't know. But all you know now, is just shits happening. You've moved on, another shit came to you, but you don't give up, keep moving on, yet shits are still going towards you. All you can do is to move on. The one you love, care and need the most, chose to give you shit, throw you into a deep hole and leave you alone. You felt lost, you don't know what to do, you don't want him to leave, yet you have no choice but only cry. Crying the whole day, making your eyes go blind, cry when you wake up, cry when you're washing your face, cry when you're on the way to school, cry when you see your friends, cry when you'e having lessons, cry when you're on the way back home, cry when you're alone, cry when you're bathing, cry before you going to sleep, this is all you can do. But this is the time that you'll notice, you're making everyone worry, you'll hurt them. Family asking what had happened, asking what's on your mind, asking whether you're fine. Bestfriends care for you, they want to make sure you're fine, they just want to keep you accompany. Friends you've just made, wants to cheer you up, telling you this is life. Classmates that you didn't communicate with at all, don't understand you at all, don't know what's going on at all, asking whether you're alright, asking you to cheer up. Teacher, wants to make sure you're feeling well. All the things they did, just want you to be happy, be strong and get over it. But what you gave them is always the same, not talking, giving a fake smile, laugh till you wanna cry, telling them how awful you're feeling, yet they ignored it and just want you to know they're always supporting you, they're always there. Not just him can give you a simple love, family and friends can always give that to you whenever you need it.

You asked yourself, how to tell whether you're strong enough to let it go and move on with your life?

And you told yourself, not hiding anymore, not crying anymore, when you see him, you're able to smile and say hi to him just like normal friends. This is the perfect answer to tell that you've stood back up to your feet and start afresh with your life.

2010-05-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

first day ♥♥

You woke up in the morning, you realised, the one you need, is not there for you anymore.
The first thing that come to your mind is, he's not yours anymore.
You walked to the bathroom, your tears flows down.
You have been weak early in the morning.
You didn't want to let your grandma know, you quickly washed up and tell yourself, you'll be fine.
You look into the mirror, you don't know who is that in the mirror.
The face is so shag, the smile is so fake.
You went into your room, out of the sudden, your tears flows down again.
You thought to yourself, you're like suffering in hell.
You don't know what to do, you took your phone and text your friend.
They replied, telling you how much they love you and they will always be there for you.
You won't tell them you're fine, because you know that you're not fine at all.
In the train, all alone.
Holding back your tears, because you know it's dumb to cry in the train.
Everything came to your mind, questions forming inside without answers.
Listening to the songs that reminds you of everything.
Finally, you reached the destination and met your friends.
This is your chance, to cry it out.
But all your friends can do is to console you.
You're still in agony, and there's nothing you can do.
You hope everything will be fine in school, but it turned out to be the other way.
You ran like hell, non-stop, feeling pain inside but don't want to stop.
Friends are all asking what happened, are you ok, all you can do is smile.
You finally stopped, feels like dying and you cried again.
Your friends are trying their best to cheer you up, but all you can do is giving them a fake smile and move on.
It's time to have a break before another lesson starts.
Many people are watching at you, but you chose to cry your heart out.
They ask you to cry, and told you that you will feel better after crying.
You know it's not true, you still feel shit after crying so much already.
Time for lesson, you were late, teacher didn't blame you.
And he asked, are you sick.
Everyone looked at you, keeping quiet is what you did.
Your friend beside you, told the teacher, ya, you're not feeling well.
Everyone was worried, they asked whether you want to go home.
You answered them, by shaking your head, because you know staying at home will be tougher for you to survive.
Teacher is watching you, make sure you're fine.
You need to hand in the assignment today, you got no mood to do it but you have to.
You struggled all the way to finish it and you did it.
Your friends were chatting, you should be in the conversation, but you're not.
You stared to space, thinking of everything over and over again.
You cried, once again.
Your friends watching over you, feeling so helpless.
They want to help, but failed to and you feel sorry.
You didn't mean to hurt them by doing all these.
You know that if you try to smile, you will end up crying again.
You don't want to go home, your friends keep you accompany.
On the way home, you're all alone again, holding back your tears.
Receiving texts from your friends, cheering you up telling you to be strong.
Met your friend, she's sick but she made an effort just to make sure you're fine.
You told her how shitty you're feeling, adding your problems to others.
You cried infront of her, again.
You're walking home alone, in the rain, yet you chose to walk slowly.
You're so lost and things came back to your mind, you cried.
Reached home, telling yourself no more crying.
Went into the bathroom, tears down your cheeks, you looked into the mirror, you're so ugly!
How long you stayed inside the bathroom, how long you've been crying all out.
You know, that's the only time and place you can cry at home.
Finally, your first day without him is going to end in few hours time.
You've successfully survived through today, how about the rest of the day?
Is it going to be the same, crying the whole day?
You guess so.
You want to make yourself as busy as possible but you failed.
You've been telling yourself the whole day, you're gonna be fine, no point crying already, don't think about it anymore, you can't bring back anything, you must be strong, he doesn't care anymore, just let it go and move on.
It's always easy to say but not easy to do.
You've been falling many times this year, yes, all shits are towards you this year, nothing good is happening.
How much longer can you hold on?
Your friends are always there for you, you know.
But still, you just can't pick yourself up this time, because you've fallen into a deep deep hole.
All you need is time, slowly get yourself out of the hole and stand back to your feet.
You need time, to get all the wounds all over your body to heal fully.
You need time, to get over everything and start afresh.
Now, you're thinking about tomorrow.
You know, that 3 things will definitely be the same as today, you're gonna cry whole day again, your friends are still there for you and he's gone.
You're hurting your friends by being this way but you don't mean it.
What's the point crying so much when he won't even know?!
You just can't help it, all you want to do now is cry!
You still have to move on, you should know you can.
If he can do it so easily, so do you!
He wants to concentrate on studies, you must do the same.
You've to work hard, be someone better than now.
You're just not good enough for him, and you're really sorry for making him to feel so tired.
But there's no more chance to tell him already.
He has move on, you can do it too.
You want him to live happily, so you must set him free.
He will find a better girl than you, but you're going to make him your last and never ever step into a relationship again.
That's the right way to love him now!

2010-05-04T16:20:00.004+08:00

Enough of it ♥♥

I want a beautiful life.

Hey Apple! :D:D:D:D:D:D
WADDDZZZUPPPPPPPPPPPP! i'm back! HAHAHAHAHA! I shoudn't have care so much about it anymore, why make my life so tough?! XD I should be enjoying my life now! :) :) :) Indeed, i'm enjoying my life now. Met up with one crazy bunch of lovelies these few days, their craziness just simply explain why i love them so much :D Grandma is missing grandpa badly. What can i do to make her feel better? Seriously, i don't like this year. Nothing good happen at all! I'm like playing with my life this year, giving up soon. Skip school today! LOL! No lessons but S&W (-.-) and some motivational talk. School life is getting better? Hope we're not that invisible anymore, tired and sick of it! WTF! At least i have someone to go crazy with me in school. HAHAHAHA! I'm missing my crazy friends already!

ok, till here.
Goodbye!

2010-04-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

My Private Place ♥♥

Hey people, how are you guys? I'm not fine, at all. It's good to have a private place to vent my anger on, where nobody is affected :) School = new life = new friends = fun but sucks! understand? HAHA! Life is not great for the past few days, grandpa and stepgrandma, both just left me at the same time. Went back to school after 6 days of absent from school. I'm totally lost when teachers teach, but classmates came to help in time. Still trying to catch up with works in school, feeling stressed up already. ITE is not fun at all :( Not really in a good mood now, shall be back again some other time.

From facebook: LIFE stand for = Living Isn't Fcuking Easy.

Bye people. Takecare.

2010-04-02T00:25:00.005+08:00

crayon shinchan ♥♥

he can cheer you up! :D

hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D:D:D:D

There's people cursing me D: I'm not having a good 2010 already, treat me nicely laaaa! HAHAHAHA! Watching this cute little boy lately, he's so cute! I laugh out loud when i'm watching it. I need more pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee :) School is starting soon, so not ready for it. But nevermind, the day still has to come and my problems is not ending. Oh great! (-.-) Can't my life be better? Went to doctor today, she asked me to do this and that. AND SHE TOOK MY BLOOD! Dont't know how many years never had a needle poke through my skin already. Thank god i have elaine with me :) Thanks girl! Ok, i'm suspected to have thyroid disease. What's that? That will be a good question. From what jervis had checked for me, it's a nervous illness, and it will lead to cancer.

Symptoms of Hypothyroidism (An underactive thyroid)

fatigue, exhaustion
feeling run down and sluggish
depression
difficulty concentrating, brain fog
unexplained or excessive weight gain
dry, coarse and/or itchy skin
dry, coarse and/or thinning hair
feeling cold, especially in the extremities
constipation
muscle cramps
increased menstrual flow
more frequent periods
infertility/miscarriage

Symptoms of Hyperthryodisim (An overactive thyroid)

nervousness
irritability
increased perspiration
thinning of your skin
fine brittle hair
muscular weakness especially involving the upper arms and thighs
shaky hands
panic disorder
insomnia
racing heart
more frequent bowel movements
weight loss despite a good appetite
lighter flow, less frequent menstrual periods

But these symptoms are only the tip of the iceberg. There are comprehensive lists of detailed symptosm featured here at the site.

I got the symptoms of the second one. But i don't believe i will be that unlucky to get hyperthryodisim! :) I told everyone that before getting the result, i will live my life to the fullest and i'm serious ok?! HAHAHAHAHA! I'm making happy my habit :D Even if anything happen, it's my life, all fated :) No worries, i'll be fine! Just pray for me ok? For the time-being, ENJOY FIRST! ♥

Goodnight and goodbye peopleeeeeeeee :D
I'll be back soon!

2010-03-29T18:06:00.002+08:00

What is love? ♥♥

You ask me what is love, I know the answer :)

2010-03-16T16:01:00.003+08:00

everything's fine ♥♥

I was once a happy kid. Now, i'm a happier one :)

YEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Everything's fine now! :) Thanks ohelaine for telling me all the solutions, LOVE YOU! ♥ Chalet is tomorrow! Should i be excited or what?! Excited for the fun that i will get :D Sad that my pocket is gonna have a big big hole D: Cup noodles, please be with me for all my meals during the 3D2N chalet, alright? thanks!

I Need Sleeping Pills - to make me have no more sleeping at damn 4am!

I Need A Hug - to make me feel better!

I Need Money - to let me have a wonderful chalet!

I Need Delicious Food - to make my huge appetite back!

I Need Cup Noodles - to make me survive through the chalet!

I Need You - to make my smile come back!

OK! Time for some FUN! :)

2010-03-14T02:18:00.003+08:00

FML ♥♥

Life has been sucks since i got my O'level result. Friends around have been encouraging me not to give up, i've tried my best not to. I'm having sleepless nights, weird dreams. I don't know what to do with my life now. Honestly, i'm worry, fucking worry. I seriously hope to get into NYP, i wanted it so much. I don't want to start my new life in ITE, i don't know what/who i will become once i step into it. Tired and afraid of answering questions of which school i get into, people faces change, they look down on me, i can feel it. Should i retake my science? What if i do not get into poly? What if i fail in ITE? Will i lose my friends? Will my friends look down on me? I seriously don't know what to do now. Any kind soul can tell me? Nobody can do anything now, it's all my fault, blame myself. I started everything, so i ended up like this.

2010-03-06T14:51:00.005+08:00

i miss ..

them

the way she make funny faces

the way he sticks to me

the way she talks non-stop

the way she wants to block my camera

the way he stretch out his hands to me and wants me to carry him

the way she poses for camera

the way they fight and play together

the way they talk and nobody understand

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-02-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

I'm B.O.R.E.D ♥♥

you know the word B.O.R.E.D?

hello red people :D:D:D:D:D:D

today is new year, i shoudn't be bored but i am .. i'm not celebrating new year in sg this year, great? oh, the kids (remember my 3 loves?) and com are my entertainment here again .. HAHAHAHA! what kills my boredem: chatting with friends in msn and watching gossip girl online .. now i'm looking forward for my cousin's arrival (why is he taking so long?!?!) and wednesday! :D i'll be back on tuesday ..

actually, theres kind angel in this world, i found one yesterday :)

if you're happy and you know you clap your hands .. next time i will do this! HAHAHAHA!

ok, shall end here ..

goodbye red people! :D

what should i do now?

2010-02-02T00:22:00.002+08:00

that's true ♥♥

i bet you will start singing your ABC! HAHAHA!

hello world! :D:D:D:D:D:D

wooooooooooooooooosh! my last day at m&s was like hell .. i have to clear railings of clothes, entertain lots customers, run around to get what customers want, sounds cool har? HAHAHAHAHAHA! i love it! since it's my last day, why not? but i hate to say goodbye to all my lovely colleagues, especially to my bestfriend tina .. i seriously feel like crying when she gave me the last hug and read the card she made for me .. i will miss gossiping, laughing, playing moments in the fitting room with her :) we're bestfriend for life, best partners in m&s and best accompany we give to and had from each other! I LOVE YOU TINA! ♥♥ must take good care of yourself hor :D

went out with one crazy today! HAHAHAHAHA! huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ bought something from F21, made my fare worthwhile :) adult fare was crazy, i swear!

stopping,
goodnight and goodbye world! :D

2010-01-27T00:18:00.005+08:00

i hate saturday, i love tuesday ♥♥

OH ELAINE, this picture is for you! :D

hello world :D:D:D:D:D:D
ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm back ((: i hate saturday! because its the most busy day among the 7 days, because its a weekend but i still have to work, because i end work at 10pm and have to reach home late .. those customers are scary! they thought they are queens .. they throw all the hangers and clothes inside the fitting room, walk out like nobody's business and expect you to pick everything up fpr them .. so what if you're rich? so what if you're a customer? so what if you're my pay? KILL YOU, CHOP YOU, COOK YOU AND EAT YOU! but i love tuesday! because its the most relax day among the 7 days :D HAHAHAHAHA! i can have nothing to do at all but chat with my colleagues, love it! today is rebecca-bully-cherry day .. this is my last week working at marks and spencer, i'm so gonna miss all my awesome colleagues! you guys are great! i love all of you especially my lovely tinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! you saw? i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ ♥

anyway, i'm afraid of people asking me the question: ''which school you're going now?" it sucks totally! i'm not scared to tell you i'm going ite, but the face expressions you people gave me are really hurtful .. damn those people who look down on me, i'm gonna let you regret it!

i need to thanks those people who are by my side when i'm down .. thanks alot guys! especially to OH ELAINE, who gave me the warmest hug and best accompany through my darkest period of my life♥ TREVOR LEE, who is always by my side whenever i'm down, never fail to cheer me up and make me smile♥ FAMILY, who give me the best advice and support♥♥ i love all of you!

lastly, thank you people for the birthday wishes and presents! you guys are my love♥♥ yes, i'm finally 18 .. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i know i don't look like one ..

ok,
goodnight and goodbye world :D

2010-01-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

i failed, once again ♥♥

i flunked my Os .. FML!

2010-01-03T03:22:00.003+08:00

i got a job ♥♥

my favourite ♥

hello 2010 :D:D:D:D:D:D

i know i'm abit slow la, but can't blame me, i need to work ((: hehhs started work on 31dec, good start? met new friends there and the colleagues there are really nice! :D they are fun and great .. we laugh, play and talk .. HAHAHAHA! have to stand whole day, walk here and there .. my body was aching the next day, but no choice, still have to get ready for work ((: for the sake of money, endure! friends are being nice to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! million thanks to you guys, you know who you are :D love you guys la!♥ daddy came to fetch me on my second day! HAHAHAHA! went home with trevor the third day and went home alone the forth day .. i found a bestfriend for life there! her name is tina ((: i'll post her pictures on the next post!!! we talked about everything and i love her :D when there is nobody, i hope for mountains of clothes, cos the time pass so slow ~ my leg is so pain, my back is aching ): shit my back problem (-.-) i always hope for a better tmr ..

for kind soul who want to find me at work:

i'm working 1-9.30 on weekdays, 2-10 on saturday and 1.30-9.30 on sunday ((:

i will love you if you come and find me! HAHAHAHAHA :D

wednesday is my offday! (so looking forward to that day)

ok, shall stop here ((:

goodnight and goodbye 2009 :D

2009-12-26T17:50:00.004+08:00

bye santa ♥♥

can i ask for more?

hello readers :D:D:D:D:D:D

i'm not broke anymore (:insert smileys:) but i don't want to spend it, save it up for? i'll slowly enjoy it after work :B i am sooooo gonna be busy till feb .. enough of slacking, enough of fun, enough of freedom, time to work .. i had an enjoyable christmas this year! :D spent it with my family and friends .. swensens on christmas eve with family was fabulous♥ overnight on christmas night with friends was fun♥ a trick on shiwei xD HAHAHAHA! they told her i'm drunk, without any doubt, she believed it .. i didn't even have to act, she really thought i'm drunk when i'm being normal (-.-) the night was great! ((:

i have lots of plan for my job! HAHAHAHA! you will know it soon .. anyway, aunt is back from hong kong! ((: presents?

goodbye readers :D

2009-12-22T17:56:00.013+08:00

single ladies ♥♥

she is my love in malaysia! ♥

hello world :D:D:D:D:D:D

yes yes! i'm back! HAHAHAHAHAHA! i'll talk less this time, let the pictures do the talking ((: let me show you my LOVES in malaysia!!! they're really adorable :D

my first love and super love! ♥♥ her name is wong yi qian (we call her qian or qian qian) she's only 2 years old but already know how to scold people .. she can be really fierce, but can be really adorable at the same time ((: she always stick to me like a sticker! i really love her alot ♥

my second love! ♥♥ her name is jony, she's 3 years old and she talks ALOT! super LOTS! she can't stop even for 5 minutes, but this is the cuteness in her ((: she is super skinny and small size .. imgaine a small little girl talking non-stop like an adult .. that's her! HAHA! i love her many many ♥

my third love! ♥♥ his name is liang wei, he's 2 years old and super gentleman ((: means he's quiet la! LOL! you will never hear a single sound from him, he is very obedient .. and the most important thing is that, he slowly fall in love with meeeeeeeeeeee :D so cute of him!!! i love him lots ♥

they are my favourites over there! and my entertainment xD HAHAHAHAHA! aren't they adorable?! how can i not fall in love with them (^.^)

on our way back, saw 8 ferrari zooooooooooming pass! my love too ♥♥

that's the difference between small and big ..

i think i'm falling in love with dwarf ♥

look at the beautiful cactus :D

alvin and the chipmunks!!! alvin, my boyfriend :D

AHHHHHH! my FAV ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

look at the water, not that girl ((:

as you can see, i'm going out everyday! LOL! by doing so, it leads to, me not having good terms with my family .. but everything is so fine now ((: anyway, i'm starting work soooooooon! (finally) been slacking too much these few days .. come and look for me at centrepoint marks and spencer k? HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D alright people, i've updated already, STOP NAGGING AT ME! i'll be back soon (i hope)

goodnight and goodbye world! ♥♥

2009-12-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

twins ♥♥

twins are cute laaa, but i'm cuter :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWINS, MY SISTERS! (^.^)

I LOVE YOU TWO LAAAAAAAAA~

opps! sorry for not updating, i'll do it soooooooooooooooooooon ((: (promise)

i have tons of pictures ..

stay tune people, love ya! :D

2009-11-24T19:45:00.012+08:00

RED CAMP 6 & PROM ♥♥

i seriously fall in love with red camp 6! :D

hello SPARTANS :D:D:D:D:D:D

i'm back to post the pictures! sorry for not posting yesterday, guess what?! i'm having fever now xD HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! cool yeah? fever is frustrating, cough is annoying and flu is irritating! fever not gone yet, voice changed and nose blocked D: i miss red camp too much la ((: kangqi more jialat than me! heehheeeeeees (^^v) i feel so awful now cos i just had my super awful medicine ): but it's ok, i'll finish up this post ya! overall, RED CAMP 6 ROCKS! what else can i say man?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SPARTANS OIE, AWOOOH! SPARTANS WOOLALA! :D good news to all spartans, an outing soon!!! soooooooooooooooooo looking forward to it! :D ok, the SLs are GREAT and SEXY! i love them!

i love this big family here! :D

hello UNITIANS :D:D:D:D:D:D

do you guys enjoy the prom night? yea, i enjoyed myself ((: although i find it not as fun as RC6, but it's still ROCKS! (but red camp rocks more :x) HAHAHAHAHAHA! it's the last night together as one, so we must remember every moment of it!!! ((: kangqi, you seriosuly did a great job! :D YOU'RE ALWAYS OUR PROM QUEEN, I LOVE YOU! =* well done kangqi!!! ((: congrats BINGSHU, the prom king of 2009 ((: overall, I HAD LOTS OF FUN (although i injured my leg that night) ROCK ON UNITIANS! :D love all of you!

ok, i cannot take it already, feeling so awful now!
but i don't think i'm going to sleep now ((:
thats for all, for more pictures, please visit my facebook
anyway, i still have pictures with yiqian and oh elaine, elaine's at thailand, so have to wait ((:
goodbye SPARTANS and UNITIANS! :D
oh ya, i'm finally changing my phone soon! (YES, FINALLY)

I MISS RED CAMP, I MISS THE BIG FAMILY!

2009-11-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

OH ELAINE ♥♥

Happy Birthday Oh Elaine! :D
hope you have fun in thailand! love you (^^v)

people, i'll be back tmr! ((: stay tune ya! ;D

2009-11-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

SPARTANS ♥♥

feel so great :D

hello everybody :D:D:D:D:D:D

i'm finally back!!! HAHAHAHAHA! sorry for putting my blog to rot ((: i went out everyday after Os, so yea, no time .. not even having time to spend with families, therefore it leads to quarrel .. it was really a shitty time, no money, no love and care, no understanding from them .. but its alright now! ((: RED CAMP@NP was great, awesome, fun and fabulous! :D I LOVE AND MISS RED CAMP!!! PROM last night was lovely, best, cool and united! :D will be back to post more about red camp and prom :D and pictures too!

goodbye everybody :D

2009-10-29T00:48:00.004+08:00

O LEVEL ♥♥

will be back soon ((:

hello O LEVEL candidates :D:D:D:D:D:D

2 major papers down, i'm going to put all my efforts on other papers! it's less than half a month to my freedom, i'll be back with pictures after my Os ((: promise! :D

i'm so in love with REDDDDDDDDDD

goodnight and goodbye O LEVEL candidates :D

2009-10-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

lost in JB ♥♥

i know she love me! :D

hello boys and girls :D:D:D:D:D:D
it's time for lesson! yadah yadah~ went in to JB on saturday with family, wei and dad's friends .. oh, this gonna be a joke! 5 cars going in together = wasting time waiting for each other and lost our way in there ((: what a great deal isn't it? that was a fun trip, that was not! this is the first time we went in together with his friends because it's kinda celebration for his birthday, so .. .. as long as daddy is happy (^^v) and this is also the first time that we're lost in JB .. first, we have to stop at the roadside halfway here halfway there to wait for each other, make sure everyone is following and no one is missing .. there goes our seconds, minutes, hours .. my half day in JB was sitting in the car waiting, talking, laughing and turn all fustrations into jokes :D thats a fun one! we stopped our cars, looked behind, ok checked, all cars following, continue our journey .. we stopped our cars again, looked behind, ok checked, shit, 2 cars missing .. do you understand this part?! we've been doing all this the whole day! it's irritating but fun! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I LOVE YOU as much as you love me or even more than :D
i kiss kiss kiss you!

ok, what's more?
not in your interest, it's F1 !!! (^.^)

12 Oct 2009
Massa returns to the Ferrari cockpit

Ferrari’s Felipe Massa was back behind the wheel of a Formula One car on Monday for the first time since fracturing his skull at July’s Hungarian Grand Prix. With the in-season test ban ruling out a run in this year’s F60, Massa used a privately-owned 2007-spec car fitted with GP2 tyres at Ferrari’s Fiorano circuit in Italy.

“The moment I got into the car it was exactly like before the accident, as if nothing had happened,” the Brazilian explained. ”It was important to demonstrate to the people who work with me, that nothing has changed, that I can be competitive and that I can contribute to what will be the new car and to next year’s fight for the title. I knew that everything was 95 percent alright, but after today I can even cancel the last five percent of doubt, I still might have had.”

Although rain limited his running to a dozen laps in the morning, he went out again after lunch and racked up 100 kilometres on a dry circuit. Massa is hoping to make his competitive Formula One return at March’s Bahrain Grand Prix, which will be the opening race of the 2010 season.

Ferrari rule out 2009 comeback for Massa

Although he is scheduled to get back behind the wheel of a 2007-spec Formula One car at Fiorano on Monday morning, Ferrari have confirmed that driver Felipe Massa will not return to competition this season.

Massa, who fractured his skull in a qualifying crash at July’s Hungarian Grand Prix, underwent a medical in Paris on Friday and Saturday, which established that he is fit enough to return to the test track. However, the Italian team don’t want to rush the Brazilian’s return to the Formula One grid.

“At the Fiorano track, Felipe Massa will get back behind the wheel of a Formula One car,” said a statement released by Ferrari. “This is in no way a proper test session and looking at the stopwatch will not be on the agenda. There will be plenty of time for that in 2010, when, alongside Fernando Alonso, he will begin development work of the new single-seater. It is simply an opportunity for Felipe to renew his acquaintance with his natural environment, namely the race track.

“It is significant but in no way does it signify a return to competition in the near future. In fact, based on a previously taken decision and after an informal medical examination in Paris a few days ago, which proved rather positive, but not enough to endorse a return to competition in the next two months, Felipe and the team want to proceed gradually and without any hurry to recover as well as possible from the effects of the accident.

“Therefore talk of a proper return to Formula One can wait until the start of the 2010 season and only at that time will the medical checks be carried out, as required by the FIA in order to allow someone who has been injured to return to racing.”

Massa was replaced by Ferrari test driver Luca Badoer at the European and Belgian Grands Prix, before the team signed Giancarlo Fisichella from Force India for the subsequent races. Fisichella is to be retained as third driver next season, when Massa will partner new team mate Alonso.

my fav waves the chequered flag! (:

this man is so gonna be back next year

Brazilian Grand Prix - selected driver quotes

Renault’s Fernando Alonso, Toyota’s Jarno Trulli and Force India’s Adrian Sutil on their first lap collision; Nico Rosberg and Kazuki Nakajima on their double DNF for Williams; and Brawn GP’s Jenson Button on overcoming his poor grid slot to clinch his first world championship. The drivers and senior team personnel report back on Sunday’s title-deciding race action…

Ferrari
Kimi Raikkonen (6th):
"What happened on the first lap ruined my race. First I was hit at the first corner, then when trying to pass Webber, I was hit and lost the front wing. At the pit stop, I ended up with some drops of petrol in my eye, from the fuel line stuck on Kovalainen's car and then I was engulfed in flames and blinded: I was going to stop, but luckily the flames soon went out. Even now, my eyes are still burning, but I'm alright. After the restart, I could only try and use the strategy to move up the order and at least I brought home a few points. I am disappointed because today I'm sure we could have made it to the podium. There is one race to go: let's see what we can do in Abu Dhabi to get back that third place."

Giancarlo Fisichella (11th):
"Obviously, starting from the back row, my race was already compromised. Then there was also the incident with Kovalainen, who spun in front of me, forcing me onto the grass, which prevented me from trying to make up a few places in the fight on the opening lap. We had opted for a one-stop strategy and it was a good one, but in the final part of the race, the soft tyres began to develop a bit of graining and I was not able to match the pace of those ahead of me and I even lost a place. On top of that, the KERS worked in fits and starts. Looking at my experience with Ferrari so far, I don't want to hide that I feel a bit upset, as there has not been a single weekend in which everything went to plan. Now we go to Abu Dhabi which will be a new venue for everyone: I will do my very best to help the team retake this third place which slipped away from us today."

Brawn GP
Jenson Button (5th):
"Today was the best race that I've driven in my career and I'm really going to enjoy this moment. For the team to win the constructors' and the drivers’ championships here is just fantastic and they deserve it so very much after all the difficult times that we all went through over the winter. This season has been a rollercoaster ride from the elation of the wins at the start to the hard graft in the second half of the season which has seen us grind out the results needed to take the titles. We have to say a huge thank you to Norbert Haug and Mercedes-Benz High Performance Engines for all of the support that they have given us over the year. Without their commitment and faith in the team, and the fantastic engine that they have provided, we would not have been able to achieve the success that we have today. The list of people that I have to thank personally is too long to mention but they all know who they are and how much their support has meant to me over the years. To everyone back at the factory in Brackley, thank you for all of your hard work and for producing such a fantastic car. It's going to take a while to sink in but for now I'm just revelling in the achievement of a lifelong dream. It's going to be one hell of a party tonight!"

Rubens Barrichello (8th):
"Whilst I am obviously disappointed with the result today, I have to be pleased with our year at Brawn GP. We really have a great car and a great team and it has truly been an amazing year when you consider the situation that we were in just before the start of the season. I'm truly pleased for Jenson as a friend and he is a great champion. We have a fantastic relationship working together and that has really shown through this year. Well done to him. It was a true fight and I fought really hard but he really won it in the first half of the season. The team have been superb this year and they thoroughly deserve to win both the constructors' and drivers' championships today. We're going to have a great night together and I'm pleased to have played my part in securing the constructors' title for the team."

Red Bull
Mark Webber (1st):
“I’m happy with that! You never know in the first stint of a race what’s going to happen, although I knew Rubens (Barrichello) and Robert (Kubica) were a bit shorter than me. I was matching Robert’s pace to start with and when they made their pit stops, I knew I had a clear run to make a gap to start my second stint. I just cleared Jenson (Button) on my outlap, which was good too. I was just making sure the tyres were comfortable for the whole stint. I was a little bit panicky in the second stint as Robert started closing, although my pace was not too bad and I knew he was quite short in the middle stint. I was then able to control the gap to Robert and he backed off towards the end, which gave me a nice run home. It’s fantastic feeling to win again. As a team we’ve had quite a few victories this year off the back of some tough seasons, but today has confirmed second place for us in the constructors’ championship. We’re very proud of what we have achieved this year as a team - I want to thank Renault as well, the engines have been very good and they’re not easy environments for them to work in. Congratulations to Jenson and also to Brawn on clinching the championships today after a good fight. It was a good weekend for the Australians, as Jason Crump won the World Speedway Championship last night. He’s a close friend of mine and he won it under difficult conditions, so a good weekend.”

Sebastian Vettel (4th):
“I think there is a guy at Brawn who is happier than me today. All in all it was a good race - starting from the back and finishing fourth. We were helped by some people crashing, but I think fourth was the maximum we could do today. Without the problems in yesterday’s qualifying, we could have won the race, but we didn’t so there’s not much more to say. The pressure wasn’t too much during the race, I was just focusing on each lap. I knew that Jenson was just ahead or behind me and would score points for the championship - but you don’t really think about it until the last couple of laps. Before that you never know what can still happen. At one point I was praying for rain, there was the smell of rain, but it didn’t come. Congratulations to Jenson and Brawn, I think they did the best job this year.”

BMW Sauber
Robert Kubica (2nd):
“The basis for today’s result was laid yesterday when we decided to take a gamble and drive the wet qualifying with a low-downforce set-up. This went well in Q1, but was difficult in Q3. Although some people were disappointed with eighth place yesterday, I was quite pleased. Today we had a good and consistent pace. I was surprised at the beginning that it was quite easy to follow Rubens Barrichello and Mark Webber. But I had to reduce the engine revs after about 15 laps because the water temperature was too high, and I had to avoid the tow of the guys in front of me. After my first pit stop I was unlucky because I got stuck behind four cars. At that stage Mark was able to increase the gap. This is a great result in a difficult season, and I really hope that I will see this team on the grid next year.”

Nick Heidfeld (DNF):
“My start wasn’t perfect but I saw there were very tight fights and decided it was better to stay clear of trouble. Then straight away there were crashes in Turn Two and at the exit of Turn Five. I was able to overtake a couple of cars, and among them was Romain Grosjean who didn’t really play fair. I was worried I could lose my front wing then. After I had left him behind me I closed the gap to Sebastian Vettel but could not overtake him. Then I was due for my first pit stop. I wondered how quick the car was and soon I received the call to save fuel and to save more fuel, but it was too late. I ran dry in Turn Eight. At least it is good that the team has something to be happy about today.”

McLaren
Lewis Hamilton (3rd):
“It was an incredible race for me and I’m so happy. Starting at the back was a completely different feeling from last year. This time, I wasn’t involved in the championship outcome, but I’m incredibly happy for Jenson. I’ve been down to congratulate him, his team and his family.As for my race, I was so far behind on the grid that I didn’t expect to finish on the podium, but I fought so hard and kept pushing like crazy throughout the whole race. It feels like a win when you come through fighting for positions all the time with good overtaking manoeuvres at the end. I just kept pushing and did one qualifying lap after another, which was very hard. The team kept telling me to keep going at that speed and our strategy was excellent. This was a great team effort.”

Heikki Kovalainen (9th):
“While the results don’t show it, I had a good race out there today. I lost about six or seven laps’ worth of fuel with the incident with the fuel-hose. And, without that problem, my first stint would have been longer and would have allowed me to get ahead of some of the cars ahead of me.I chased Kobayashi for a long time, and, even though I had the pace, I couldn’t launch an attack on him because my rear tyres had degraded quite a bit by then. Still, I’m very pleased that our team has now moved ahead of Ferrari in the constructors’ world championship. And I really feel I could have added to that total without my problems in the pit lane today. I’m already looking forward to the next race in Abu Dhabi. My aim there will be to go flat-out to ensure we consolidate that position and finish the season in third place.”

Toro Rosso
Sebastien Buemi (7th):
“It was a very difficult race for me, as I had to push hard every lap, but in the end to come away with points for the first time since China is a good result, for me and for the team, who did a good job today. My start was difficult, as I was sandwiched between Kubica and Rosberg at the first corner, so they got past me, which was a shame. However, we did not have a particularly strong race pace, so we must look at the data to try and understand why. I have mixed feelings because after our performance on Friday I had hoped to finish in the top five, so although the points are nice, it’s not as good as I expected. Now we can look forward to Abu Dhabi where we must try and build on this result and keep moving forward.”

Jaime Alguersuari (14th):
“I am happy to have finished the race and I feel I am still making progress and learning every time I go out on track. My start was quite good and I managed to get past Kobayashi. But I was on the wrong side for the start and other cars began going past me as I was slow in a straight line. After that, I was stuck in traffic and from then on my race was always going to be tough. When I had a clear track I could be quicker and overall, I feel I have improved again this weekend.”

Toyota
Kamui Kobayashi (10th):
"It was a tough race for me. As this was my Grand Prix debut I experienced a lot of things for the first time in Formula One so it was a learning experience. Physically it felt like a really long race and it was quite tough. My first target was to finish the race and I am pleased to achieve that, but after the start I was in a decent position to score points so I am a little disappointed I didn't. The car felt good in the first stint but when I changed tyres the balance felt a different and I was struggling a bit; probably this was just down to experience. It was my first race so there are several areas to improve but overall I am happy with how I have performed this weekend and I would like to thank the team for all its support."

Jarno Trulli (DNF):
"I am extremely frustrated by what happened today because I had a very good chance to challenge for the podium. On the first lap (Adrian) Sutil was very slow through turn four because he was fighting with (Kimi) Raikkonen. He was on the inside so I took the outside line but he kept pushing me wider and wider. In the end I was on the grass and had no control of the car so I crashed into the wall at high speed. I think there was enough space for both of us to get around the corner."

Force India
Vitantonio Liuzzi (12th):
“It was a long race, starting from last on the grid after the gearbox change yesterday. We made a change to the soft tyres in the safety car period, using them for just one lap to get them out of the way as we felt we couldn't do longer stints with them. On the harder compound in the first stint I had a good pace but we struggled a lot with oversteer on the second so I couldn't get past Giancarlo. Then at the end I had a brake problem, which compromised the race but at least we finished this difficult Grand Prix, which was important. We had hoped for rain as we seemed to be very competitive in those conditions but that's how it is - now we can just look forward to Abu Dhabi.”

Adrian Sutil (DNF):
“The start was fine, I lost one position as Kimi overtook me on the outside. It was fine for the next corner but then Kimi hit Webber and lost his front wing. I was following him through the corner but then suddenly I got hit in the rear and lost control of the car. Trulli was there on the outside trying to go round. It was a really stupid maneouvre as there was no space and I couldn't see him at all. At that point it wasn't worth it and it ended my race far too early on as I went over into the gravel. Jarno was furious and said it was my mistake but I just told him what had happened to me. But it's over and now he's just got to deal with it.”

Renault
Romain Grosjean (13th):
"I made a good start but after that I was missing grip and it was difficult for me to get heat into the tyres. I did my best and pushed hard throughout the race, but unfortunately that wasn't enough. The end of my race was better but because of the problems at the start of the race I only finished in 13th place."

Fernando Alonso (DNF):
"It was a very busy first lap and unfortunately I got caught up in it. I made a good start and we had a promising strategy for the race, but unfortunately when Sutil and Trulli collided I was hit by the Force India as well. It's a real shame because this is a special track for me; I always enjoy racing here and I think we could have scored points today."

Williams
Kazuki Nakajima, Williams (DNF):
“We were lucky to gain some places at the start and make progress up the field after all the incidents. It was quite difficult after the restart; I didn’t manage to hold position and I was left stuck behind the cars in front. We were having a good race until the accident, so I’m disappointed it ended this way.”

Nico Rosberg, Williams (DNF):
“I had a good start, making up one position off the line and then managing to stay away from the incidents ahead of me. I was lying in third, but then Kubica overtook me at the restart when the safety car went in. Fourth was still ok though because we had a strong strategy and competitive pace. It was therefore looking good until the gearbox problem. After a promising weekend, this result is a shame.”

goodnight and goodbye boys and girls :D

2009-10-17T06:50:00.003+08:00

Bon Appétit! ♥♥

what happens when you're too rely on someone who cooks delicious dinner for you everyday?

i live with my grandma who cooks nice food everyday! :D so without her, i will have nothing to eat .. whenever she is cooking, i'll be infront of my computer or doing something else (thats being a bad grand-daughter for not helping her) but she will say that we're disturbing her if we helps xD LOL! so, my sisters and i will only go in to the kitchen when we smells something nice (^^v) nice plan isn't it?

there was this time, when my aunt decided to bring my lovely grandma on a holiday .. of course, we will miss her alot! after that, we starts to worry : who is going to prepare dinner for the family? after all thinking, dad's girlfriend, who is now living with us decided to be the cook ((: so me and my sisters were like : ok, we don't have to worry that we have no food to eat already! HAHAHAHA! from the first day onwards, everybody will go home early everyday, be it from work or from school .. this time, my sisters and i are sure gonna help ot in the kitchen ((: after the first day, we notice that the food that we're most sucks in is : THE RICE (-.-) i know it's the most easiest food to cook, it's just that we do not know how much water to mix with the rice .. too much water = porridge, too little water = not easy to chew (those who knows how to cook will understand)

rice in first day : too much water
rice in second day : still too much
rice in third day : too little water
then (blah blah blah) we never gave up, not wanting to eat outside food! LOL!
until the last day, decided to cook fried chicken (thought we can finally enjoy) rice? of course, it's still sucks : too little water .. when preparing the chicken to be fried, it was so well done! until we smells something burn and not the nice smell that we used to smell, it's the bad time! but what to do? NO WASTING OF FOOD! in the end, we have to eat the "hard" rice with the "burnt" chicken (=.=)

what a D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S DINNER!

Hurry and grab your tickets now!

2009-10-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

studying ♥♥

am feeling the stress! D:

hello freaks :D:D:D:D:D:D

OOOOOPPPS! :x 2 weeks? HAHAHAHA! i'm back! yea, busy studying ((: all these really stress me up but i have no choice but to eat up all the stresssssss xD i finally feel the stress that i never had and absorb things i never knew .. i'm just worrying, not scared .. my self-study weeks started few days ago, i'm all alone now .. but i have my girls to study with me everyday! :D

there's always one thing, waiting for me whenever i'm stress

FACEBOOK! HAHAHAHAHA! :D (disappointed? stop dreaming, it's not you!)

cool isn't it?! lalalalalalalalalalalalala~

ok, people don't be sad that it's not you (^^v) i have videos to cheer you up!

WHATEVER!

i don't like you mommy .. (i like you when you give me cookies)

i love the second video!!! he's ADORABLE :D

ok, shall end here but don't walk away just like that .. promise that you will be back for pictures in the next post (^.^)

love you people! =*

goodnight and goodbye freaks :D

2009-10-01T01:46:00.008+08:00

finally, not able to take it anymore ♥♥

the schoolgirl:D

hello suckers :D:D:D:D:D:D

yea, i'm back for a more 'serious' post! (kass, read all the way ya!) LOL! ok, i'm actually back to post up those pictures ((: i'm heading town like almost once a week(?) but not anymore, i left 3 weeks to my Os .. anyway, i have a good news : i'm soooooo going to get my reddy watch back! ;D everyone cheeeeeeeeeer for me (yay!) HAHAHAHA :D i found out one unbelievable and funny news too xD i can't deny that the world is small now (^.^) hehhs~ am sooooooo stress today, nearly die LOL! head spin like hell, insufficient of sleep plus not eating (-.-) i know that i should eat, but the money i had is stopping me from eating as it is quite limited ((: so, endure tolerate endure tolerate is what i can do now .. ok, it's time to enjoy those pictures! (^^v)

BIG THANKS to kangqi&family ((:

i'm sorry to post this up and scare you guys!

ohmybaby! my my my, my motivation (^^v)

this poor little bird below was found outside my house, near the stairs .. after i've reached home, i went out to accompany him/her .. it's injured i guess so i brought water for it to drink but it seems like it didn't even have the energy to drink it .. so i sat there and watch it ((: but out of a sudden, it seems to be struggling! it lied down there, stop moving and breathing .. asked daddy for help, he picked it up but it was dead .. seriously, it's like wth, i watched it dead ): it struggled infront of me but i can't do anything .. it reminds me of my mom, she was struggling to live but i can't do anything, i'm not even by her side till her last breath ..

and this stupid idiot dead lizard scare the shit outta me (-.-)

ok, done here ((:
goodnight and goodbye suckers :D

McLaren
Lewis Hamilton (1st):
“This is the perfect end to a fantastic weekend. The race was physically very tough for all the drivers, but it was actually quite straightforward for me. I made a good start and I knew I was running longer than the guys behind me, so I was able to bridge the gap back to them. It was a very nicely controlled race in that way. The team did radio me about a small problem with KERS - but I didn’t have a problem in the cockpit and was able to just disable it and then re-engage it. It worked fine after that. We came here hoping for a good result - and I wanted to redeem myself after the last lap in Monza - and we got it!”

Heikki Kovalainen (7th):
“I had no problems from start to finish and was feeling very comfortable, but I couldn’t go quicker. I drove to the pace I could with this car. I struggle a bit to maintain the tyre’s performance and the car gets out of shape if I try to increase my pace, so I can’t carry more speed through the corners. My focus now is to get the car better for me, so I can achieve better results. As a team, we’ll take many positives from this race. First of all, our car performance has been fantastic all weekend - and Lewis’s victory shows that the performance is definitely there. But, to be honest, my weekend was ruined yesterday in qualifying, which was very unfortunate for me.”

Martin Whitmarsh, McLaren team principal:
“You won’t be surprised to hear me describe what Lewis did this weekend as ‘a fantastic job’. After a slightly troubled Friday, the team worked tremendously hard throughout Friday night and Saturday morning to rebuild Lewis’s car completely - and the result, combined with a brilliant pole lap from the man himself, was that we were able to approach today with a win firmly in our sights. As such, it was a perfectly paced weekend - and Lewis delivered magnificently today. Working together with the team, he was able to control the race from the front - and, although at one point both Nico (Rosberg) and Sebastian (Vettel) were piling the pressure on, we were always confident. In short, I’d describe it as a great victory - not only for Lewis, but also for the team. To design and manufacture the new parts required for our latest upgrades, against time pressure, and yet to do it accurately and reliably, is a truly superb achievement. In fact, I’m every bit as proud of the team as I am of Lewis himself. As for Heikki, he was unlucky in qualifying yesterday, but today he put in a solid performance from 10th position on the grid, in tricky circumstances, and earned us some valuable world championship points as a result.”

Norbert Haug, vice-president, Mercedes-Benz Motorsport:
“A first-class grand prix from Lewis and our whole team. Lewis did everything right, setting pole position yesterday and winning the race today. The team was at its best by building up a different chassis for Lewis over night from Friday to Saturday – and they all got the reward for their exceptional work including perfectly timed and well-executed pit stops. Heikki came home seventh, and more was just not possible after his 10th place in qualifying. Well done to everybody - nobody scored more points than Vodafone McLaren Mercedes in this so important night race here in Singapore. The statistics speak for themselves: this is the 60th grand prix victory of the McLaren-Mercedes partnership, and no team has scored more points than us in the five races since Lewis’s victory in Hungary two months ago Now we all are looking forward to a great season finale with three more races to go. Congratulations to our German friend Timo Glock and Toyota for their second place today, they have been strong all weekend.”

Toyota
Timo Glock (2nd):
"We have had a really good weekend and this is a great reward for the team. After a solid qualifying the pace was good in the race so I am really happy for the team and myself. It was important to get in front of Fernando (Alonso) on the first lap and I was disappointed I didn't do it at the start. I saw he was fighting with Mark (Webber) and I just dived in and made the pass. It paid off because after that our strategy worked well; it was the key point in my race. I was just concentrating the whole race on my speed and we didn't make any mistakes. This is a brilliant result for Toyota before the Japanese Grand Prix. It's important for everyone in the team; the mechanics and engineers as well as the people back home in Cologne and in Japan. The car worked well today with the new package and I hope we can be competitive again in Suzuka."

Jarno Trulli (12th):
"It was a really tough race and not much went right for me. As soon as I got out of the traffic the safety car came at the wrong moment for me; right when I was passing through the pits for my first stop. I wasn't particularly competitive all weekend and I was struggling with traction so we have to take a look at that. But on the positive side Timo's second place is a great result for the team, who really deserve it. Timo drove a great race and I am happy for his podium; it is also good news for us in the constructors' championship."

Tadashi Yamashina, Toyota team principal:
"I am extremely happy to be back on the podium and fighting at the front again. Timo did a fantastic job this weekend, as did the entire team. Everything went perfectly with Timo today; his pit stops were very good and he drove very well. Jarno did his best but unfortunately it was always going to be difficult after qualifying. To be on the podium again is a particularly satisfying result coming just a few days before our home Grand Prix in Japan. Suzuka should be more suited to our car than Singapore so we can expect to be very competitive there as well. I would like to thank the team for their hard work in getting such a great result and I am looking forward to another strong performance next weekend."

Renault
Fernando Alonso (3rd):
“This was a great result for the team allowing us to be positive and put behind us the past few weeks. I had a good start and great pace throughout the race and third place came as a result of a good strategy and a solid race. Everyone at Enstone, Viry and here at the circuit has done a great job and this has paid off today. Now we go to Suzuka in high spirits.”

Romain Grosjean (DNF):
“It was a disappointing weekend for me. The car just wasn't right and we had recurring brake problems which we hoped we had solved before the race. I had a good start and a good first lap when I felt my brakes failing and so the team asked me to retire. It’s too bad because I was comfortable and enjoying this track and racing at night. Now we will have to work hard and get the car back in order for Japan next week.”

Bob Bell, Renault team principal:
“Today was absolutely fantastic. It’s wonderful to get a podium at any time but to get one after what the team has just been through is really positive and gives us great strength to move on now. Unfortunately Romain had more brake problems which put him out of the race early on. It’s clear he has a lot of potential for the future and he just needs to move on from this race and make sure he completes a solid race in Japan. Everybody in the team will now go to the final three races very buoyed by this result because it shows that the team can fight for the podium.”

Jean-Francois Caubet, Renault Managing Director:
“To end the weekend with a podium is a great result. When we arrived here on Wednesday we did not think it was achievable, but little-by-little we have made it possible. In the end the race team put together a strategy that worked very well today. It’s great to get a podium here and it’s extremely important for Renault, for our partner TOTAL and for our sponsors, and for Renault F1 Team. We showed that Renault F1 has what it takes to fight at the front.”

Remi Taffin, Renault head of engine operations:
“The engines have run perfectly this weekend. We were using the same engines we ran in Spa and Monza so it was their third race and they have delivered once again. The only issue we had was a small alert in the race, but we managed it and it had no consequence on the result of the race. To finish on the podium here isn’t easy because it’s an unforgiving circuit where you cannot afford to make any mistakes. Today we showed that the whole team is focussed and it’s a super result for us.”

Red Bull
Sebastian Vettel (4th):
“The start was not so good from the dirty side of the track, but it was pretty good race for me until we had the drive-through. There’s a bit of a question mark as to why I got the penalty, I mean I had no reason to push at that point. We knew we couldn’t pass Lewis at the pit-stop because he was staying out longer, so I was surprised when I got the call on the radio for it. We were on the limit with the brakes, I was lifting earlier than normal and braking a little more smoothly when I was in traffic. Sometimes I had to drop off a bit to cool them too, before I could push again - you always have to listen to your car. Regarding the championship, I think history has shown many different examples of how it can finish over the years, with it going either way. At the next races our approach will be simple: we will try to get pole position and try to win, so it’s very straightforward.”

Mark Webber (DNF):
“We had a suspected brake problem, so when I came in for my pit-stop, the guys made a visual check. It seemed reasonable for me to continue, but then we had the failure and I retired. The guys did everything they could - I think they were seconds away from retiring me when we had the failure, so it’s disappointing. The first lap was pretty feisty, as you’d expect on a street circuit and I had a bit of a fight with Fernando in Turn 7 and we both ran wide. About nine laps later I had to let Fernando back through, but unfortunately Glock was in the middle by then, so I had to let them both through. My race was heavily compromised from there. I thought the incident was fifty/fifty – but the stewards decided I had to let Fernando and Glock through, so I lost the hard work I’d done during my first stint. It was a hard penalty I think, Kimi did something similar in Spa and got away with it. I’d like to say thanks to the guys in the garage for this weekend - they’re awesome and that’s why we’re second in the constructor’s championship. Fingers crossed we can finish this year on a high.”

Christian Horner, team principal:
"A really disappointing day - and unfortunately one with too many incidents. Both drivers didn’t have great starts, which was inevitable from the dirty side of the grid, and Rosberg was able to get past Sebastian. It was a shame that Mark had to drop back behind Glock and Alonso after both drivers had run wide at Turn Seven. There was a drive-through penalty for Sebastian and damage to his diffuser after running over a kerb and, with all of that, he managed to bring the car home in P4 with a really competitive drive. With Mark, we had some concern about his brake wear, so we called his pit-stop a couple of laps earlier to do a visual safety check. Visually, both the brake pads and brake discs looked fine and we cleared the cooling duct of any debris. After the stop the brake wear continued to rise and we were just in the process of calling him in, when a suspected brake disk failure occurred.”

Fabrice Lom, Renault, Principal Engineer, Track Support:
“A very, very disappointing result. One penalty per driver and one retirement, so it was a very bad Sunday compared to what we showed we could do yesterday. On the positive side we didn’t have any engine problems and the performance of the car was good, so let’s hope we will get a better result in Japan next week.”

Brawn GP
Jenson Button (5th):
"It was a good race for me and I'm happy with fifth position and four more points today. Getting ahead of Kazuki off the line was key and that really made my race. The first stint was quite frustrating as I could see Rubens getting away from me whilst I was stuck behind Heikki with a heavier fuel load. The safety car then made it very difficult as I still had fuel for a few more laps and should have been able to make up two places at my first stop. I had to put in some quick laps before my second stop to close up to Rubens and then we were pushing to catch Sebastian before deciding to save the brakes and settle for the fifth position. The weekend hasn't been quite what we expected but it's good to come through from 11th on the grid to score points today. I'll go to Japan tomorrow feeling very positive and looking forward to the next race."

Rubens Barrichello (6th):
"It was a pretty eventful weekend for me and a tough race today. I had a great start to make up two places and everything was going well in the first stint. It's a shame that the safety car didn't play into my hands but I was in a good position. Unfortunately I had a problem on my second pit stop when I couldn't engage neutral and the engine stalled which lost me the crucial time needed to stay ahead of Jenson. After that my brakes were struggling and I couldn't fight anymore so we came home with sixth position. It could have been a better weekend but I only lost a point to Jenson in the championship despite everything that happened so I'm staying positive."

Ross Brawn, Brawn GP team principal:
"Jenson, Rubens and the team put in a very good performance today to achieve two points-scoring positions after what was a disappointing qualifying result for us yesterday. Both drivers did exactly what they needed to do at the start with Jenson getting ahead of Nakajima and Rubens taking two places from Kubica and Kovalainen. From there, the pace was good and whilst the safety car didn't play in our hands particularly for either driver, we were able to make steady progress up the field. A longer than planned pit stop for Rubens when the car stalled as he entered the box lost him some time however the pit crew recovered the situation superbly and he was safe for sixth position. Jenson put in some quick laps before his stop to make up the required time for fifth place which we settled for and decided to bring both cars safely home. We will go away from Singapore with further valuable points in the championship having done as we intended and recovered well from qualifying."

BMW Sauber
Robert Kubica (8th):
“This was a very tough race. I was quite unlucky with the safety car period. I lost a couple of positions as I had just refuelled before the safety car went out. On top of this we had a lot of problems with my car’s rear tyre degradation. As a result the final ten to fifteen laps of my stint were very slow and, especially in the final stint, I had to defend my position extremely hard. In the end I must say this was the most difficult point I have scored in my whole life.”

Nick Heidfeld (DNF):
“For me it was clearly Adrian Sutil’s fault. Obviously I saw it from the inside and later also on TV. He had spun backwards and then just drove back onto the track and straight into my car. That’s something you just can’t do. I had no chance to avoid this accident. I was last with a lot of fuel on board. The speed at the back of the pack was very low and, therefore, I started to save fuel very early on as overtaking was impossible anyway. Although my chances were far from promising today, it is still annoying not to finish because of such a stupid incident.”

Mario Theissen, BMW Motorsport director:
“That was a lot of hard work for a single point. With Nick starting from the pit lane it was clear he would not be involved in the outcome of the race. Unfortunately eventually he was taken completely out of the race due to an accident which was not his fault. Robert, yet again, was unlucky as the safety car came out just after his first pit stop. Therefore he lost some positions. What we take from this race is the improved performance in qualifying. Now we have to fully exploit the potential of the car.”

Willy Rampf, BMW Sauber head of engineering:
“Nick’s start was very difficult as it was from the pit lane. The accident, which was not his fault, ruined his race early on. Robert lost ground at the start. Later he was not able to fight back as our pace today was bad compared to our qualifying speed. Also Robert suffered from early tyre degradation. In the end he rewarded himself with one point, which he had to fight for really hard in the final laps."

Williams
Kazuki Nakajima, Williams (9th):
“It was a difficult race and I think I did the best job I could, but it was disappointing not to be able to claim any points. There seemed to be a possibility in the last stint as the car in front of me was struggling with its tyres but as much as focus on the car ahead, I also had to defend from behind, so it was tough to find the balance. The car has been good here and hopefully we can carry this with us to Japan.”

Nico Rosberg, Williams (11th):
“Today’s outcome was hugely disappointing. I made an unnecessary mistake by braking too late and running over the white line on the pit-lane exit. Then the safety car came out at the worst possible moment. It left me with a really horrible feeling, also for the team, knowing that I wouldn’t be second when I have served my drive-through penalty and I would have to spend the rest of the race at the back. The team gave me such a good car this weekend having put more effort into development than anyone else, and I am now determined to use this to best advantage in Japan.”

Sam Michael, williams' technical director:
“Nico had a really good start and showed strong pace all the way to the first pit stop. He had a good strategy for the remainder of the race which was going to put him solidly into P2, but unfortunately he had a problem at the end of the pitlane which cost him a drive-through penalty. It was a real shame because he had done everything right in practice, qualifying and the race, and then had a small mistake that was very costly. We then called him in early for his second stop to vary the strategy in case of another safety car. Kazuki had an uneventful race, but the car pace here has been good all weekend, our upgrades are delivering and we have some more to add to the car for the races ahead.”

Ferrari
Kimi Raikkonen (10th):
“I couldn’t do any better. The car was sliding everywhere and I had no grip. In the final part, with the softer tyres, the situation improved a bit, but by then it was too late. I closed up to Nakajima and, a few times, I tried to risk a passing move, but here it’s really difficult to overtake unless the guy in front makes a mistake. I don’t expect the situation to be much different next week in Suzuka: it is a very demanding track for the car, from an aerodynamic point of view and we are lacking in this area. Having said that, I will be trying my hardest.”

Giancarlo Fisichella (13th):
“It was a very tough race, both physically and mentally. The pace was not up to Ferrari’s standard and we have to take that on board. I was struggling to keep the car on track because of a lack of grip. At the end, on the softer tyre, the car’s handling improved and I managed to do some good lap times. We brought my first pit stop forward to try and get me out of traffic, given that I was stuck behind Sutil, but then with the safety car the move didn’t give the result we’d hoped for. Here, KERS was less of a factor than at Monza: at the start I managed to pass a car and then it was mainly useful to defend my position. Now we go to Suzuka, a real track: given how things have gone this year, with cars being strong in one race and weak the next, it’s difficult to make any predictions.”

Stefano Domenicali, Ferrari team principal:
“Honestly, I don’t think we could have done much better. When you start this far back on a track like this, it’s difficult to climb up the order. Kimi and Giancarlo did their best, trying to exploit what their cars had to offer. We have to accept the fact that many other teams have made yet another step forward in terms of performance, which makes our technical situation even more difficult, given that development on the F60 stopped a while ago now. When we took that decision, we knew we would pay for it more and more as the end of the season approached, but let’s be clear on one thing, we are not giving up: there are still three races to go and we will tackle them with maximum effort because we want to do all we can to finish third in the Constructors’ classification. In a strange season like this one, anything can happen. Again today, for example, we saw teams that used to be a long way back, now at the front end, while others did the opposite.”

Chris Dyer, Ferrari chief engineer:
“It was a very difficult race, for both Kimi and Giancarlo. Contrary to what has happened in recent races, we were unable to make the most of the start, which has been one of our strong points this year. We were already a long way back on the grid and so our situation was immediately more complicated, especially as overtaking is virtually impossible here. Today, several cars failed to finish, or were struggling with brake problems, but we were not able to exploit that to make it at least into the points. As for the tyre performance, the softer compound, in the final part of the race proved to be better than expected in terms of consistency, but it was not clear enough to decide to use it as from the second stint, which was the longest one. It’s easy to say things after the event, but I do really think we made the right choice.”

Force India
Vitantonio Liuzzi (14th):
“It has been an ultra difficult weekend and race for us. The conditions are very difficult from the beginning as we were starting on the last row and trying to get some points was always going to be tough. Also having two cars with KERS in front of me didn't help. I couldn't overtake Giancarlo even though I was quicker on my first two stints. On the third stint we started to have a lot of graining with the rear tyres with the soft compound and I just couldn't catch him. In the end it was a difficult race but we are more optimistic for the next races.”

Adrian Sutil (DNF):
“It was quite frustrating at the start as we knew with the one stop we were very heavy, but Jaime (Alguersuari) was very slow and really fighting with the car. He was holding me up a lot and I tried a few times to pass him but I finally saw a chance. I tried and it wasn't enough - I was a little late on the brakes, spun and that's it. Then Nick came around the corner and hit my front wing as I was stuck in the corner. I didn't see him coming as I was on the move already and couldn't react to it, but I'm sorry for it. It was a race incident. After the accident I then had a problem with the brakes and lost all the rear pressure and I had to stop as it was too dangerous to drive. We should be much better in Suzuka - I really can't wait for it. It's one of my favourite circuits and I have big hopes for a better result.”

Dr Vijay Mallya, chairman and team principal:
“We thought this was going to be a difficult race with the high downforce configuration and it indeed proved to be true. We tried all we could to gain some places but ultimately it was too big a challenge to score some points today. I am however very pleased that Tonio has achieved his first race finish for the team and again trailed home a Ferrari. Adrian tried to make up places but it just didn't work out for him. But it was a racing incident and these things happen when you are pushing hard. We are now looking forward to Suzuka where we hope we will see a truer reflection of our performance.”

Toro Rosso
Jaime Alguersuari (DNF):
“It would have been difficult for me to do better today, as conditions in the race in terms of the track and the heat were very tough. I ran at my own pace and then I was stopped with a brake problem. Now we go to Suzuka where I hope to do better and finish the race with no technical issues.”

Sebastien Buemi (DNF):
“The start was good for me as I got past Kimi and was going well, but towards the end of the first run, I began to suffer with tyre degradation. The first pit stop went well and I rejoined in P12. After that the safety car came out, bunching up the field. I was behind Kimi again and pushing hard until my second pit stop, when we had a big problem as no fuel went in and I had to come in again. Finally, I had an issue with the gearbox which meant I had to stop. I am very disappointed that we had reliability problems in a race where we might have got a good result.”

2009-09-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

soon ♥♥

hello assssss :D:D:D:D:D:D
i'm just here to wish

YVONNE (26.09.2009) and BESTFRIEND (27.09.2009),
a happy belated birthday! ;D

GRAYSON, happy birthday! ;D

ok, shall not continue ((:
will be back soon with picturesssssssssssss~
stay tuned to reb-beccaaaaa.blogspot.com
goodnight and goodbye :D

2009-09-24T23:02:00.009+08:00

put on a happy smile ♥♥

they are my love! :D

hello shitty world :D:D:D:D:D:D

yea, this time i'm back with pictures ((: and you people know what?!?! there will be F1 race in singapore this coming friday, saturday and sunday! :D (yayyyyyyyyyyyy!) well, who don't know(?) LOL! my ferarriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ but too bad la, i can't watch it live and my dad can! (._.) for three days eh!!!! but he gave up the tickets on friday (-.-) dumb isn't it?! HAHAHAHA! his company is one of the sponsor of ferrari, therefore he gets to watch it LIVE, free (^.^) but this year can't see my fav on the race D: dad say kimi raikkonen is at st james today! ohmybaby~

ok, i shall stop all those ((: but i'm so so excited about it! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ was feeling so stress now, but feel much better after chatting with bestfriend ;D thanks ya! i'm falling asleep during lessons nowadays, it shouldn't be this way .. but i'm just too tired .. every morning i wake up, my mind will tell me : don't go to school, go back to sleep! no choice, have to force myself up and go to school .. now my life for this month will be morning go school, go home after school and come out for night study .. weekend will be either studying or relaxing ((: hehhs

shall stop talking, PICTURES TIME!

this is from mrs ram, i lover her! =*

this is the ferrari i saw at town! my fav my fav!

this is my levis watch that i've miss for so long (._.) but i'm getting it back soon! ;D

chocolate made by me and elaine! ((:

so cute right?! HAHAHAHA!

from the piggy to red bear ((: heehees~

ok, shall end here
goodbye and goodnight shitty world :D
school tomorrow (don't feel like going) :P

lastly before i go to sleep, i want to wish this naughty cousin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWOK ISABEL! love you =*

2009-09-22T16:28:00.003+08:00

totally stressed up ♥♥

what more do i need?

hello all shits :D:D:D:D:D:D

i know, it's rotting rotting rotting .. but i have reasons for not posting : studies+no mood .. i'm still not studying everyday, i feel bad about it seriously! i can't study alone at home, i need to be out with my friends to study .. i feel so stressful studying at home and i don't know why .. yes, everyone is getting reward from their parents if they made it through their Os, but not me .. i believe that my dad won't do that .. everytime i'm home after studies, he didn't ask me anything about my studies .. be it i'm home from studies or elsewhere, it's been long since he asked me about my studies .. he only care when i showed him the results, the lousy results .. is he giving up on me? or he had so much confidence on me? i really don't know and i don't want to know .. he see the good in my younger sisters, see the bad in me .. whatever it is, i'm doing my best already .. we never talk for days, it's weird, but i can't do anything about it .. i only have to endure for 2 more months, get the results that i want and do whatever i want to do ..

ohh! i haven post pictures that were taken on shiwei's birthday celebration ((: i'll do it asap ya! ;D headed to town with kassandra and kangqi the day before yesterday .. jonathan met us at town and off we go to here and there .. this is the first time i've walked for so long in town xD LOL! like whole day .. the most importantly is : I SAW FORMULA 1 FERRARI THERE LA! :D super cool~ i love red (lalalalalala) i took picture of it ((: hehhs kangqi and jonathan went off early, me and kass continue our shopping .. home sweet home at 10pm+ .. the day before that day, celebrated belbel's birthday .. all the children are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee~

7 years, i miss my mom and her love .. i need her love badly~

after so many years, i really wish to see him again .. i miss you my friend~

shall stop here
goodbye all shits :D

2009-09-11T23:00:00.007+08:00

the best one ♥♥

always smile like you do in the picture ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOHSHIWEI! i love you =*

end with this! HAHAHA :D

2009-09-06T13:24:00.006+08:00

always messy bangs ♥♥

i'm so motivated to study now :D

hello all people on earth :D:D:D:D:D:D
nothing much to talk about my life now because it's all about studies ((: cool right? HAHA! went out with shiwei, kass and yiqian on tuesday .. headed to town, shopping, have fun, meet up with benjamin and his 2 friends ;D Monster Cue, kangqi and elaine came to find us .. i was so being myself that day! maybe even more crazy(?) HAHAHAHA! i have so much fun talking on phone with nobody! MUAHAHAHAHA! there is a sense of accomplishment when elaine is being tricked by me ((: hehhs~ i talked on phone with nobody and i successfully tricked kangqi, shiwei and elaine to say hello to nobody! WAKAKAKA! you got to imagine their reaction (^.^) i'm kinda enjoy bullying that LOW YI QIAN too! xD LOL! i think she's going really crazy at that moment .. i keep pushing her bag to the floor and push her off the tall chair .. benjamin saw everything and he asked yiqian to whack me whenever i push her .. HAHAHA! she got so irritated that she eventually shifted her seat far away from me ((: sense of accomplishment (again) mac for dinner and home sweet home :D

i didn't attend night class on wednesday, was too tired D: but i make it up on friday as i studied till 11plus with my girls ((: feel so great studying now! ;D HAHAHA! went to johor with family yesterday .. shopped so much and bought many many things (mostly FOOD) heeheehee~ i didn't waste any of my minute, i brought my bio tys along with me to jb .. i was so broke last week, i didn't even have a cent to eat after school .. that's when my gastric came to visit me .. we burnt paper passport to my mom ((: grandma dreamt of my mom saying that she want to go back to malaysia .. mummy, why i don't see you in my dream?

i'm so not having my september holiday .. i have to go school everyday for lessons and study with my girls ((: my prelim results are like shit! this really motivates me alot to study like nobody business! ;D HA!

the new toilet statue in our school! :D

i lost 7 photos in my phone, i accidently delete it

to those who concern, don't worry about me! ((: i'm alright now and just gonna stay strong! i'm not gonna give up when i fall, i'm just gonna get stronger each time i fall!

ok, i'm going to study already
goodbye all people on earth :D

2009-09-01T01:09:00.003+08:00

agony ♥♥

just changed my playlist, don't know what happen to the previous one. but not all songs added yet, not having the right mood. feel super sucks right now, feel like crying my hearts out! damn everything can(?) damn everything that shouldn't be exist! i'm feeling weird, why am i feeling this way? i shouldn't be. i told them i must be strong! i'm so not letting my tears to fall again, no way.

i want to get a good sleep tonight~

bestfriend! cheer up ya! :D everything will go away

2009-08-31T16:39:00.005+08:00

conclusions ♥♥

i want to go back to the past

hello idiots :D:D:D:D:D:D

oh well, i guess my luck is falling recently, i doesn't have a pleasant morning today .. the moment i stepped into the school, i was caught by mr.chew, went to report straight away and back to class .. during recess time, grandma and dad called me, they shouted at me! WTF! they claimed that i didn't attend school as the staffs called them and told them i'm not in school (-.-) am so angry la! dad didn't give me the chance to explain and screamed at me as if i really did something wrong(?) went to the general office right away to make things clear .. they keep asking me whether i'm late anot when i have repeated so many times that i'm not late, i report to mr.chew .. grandma said they called not only once, but twice to her and dad (=.=) at first my dad can't get through my phone, so he called home and told my grandma that i off my phone and never attend school, don't know go where and play .. what the hell!

you can see that my 'O' level is approaching, i'm so troubled with many things and you've know me for 17 years! yet you don't trust me and think that i will run out play and not attend school?! from this, i can see that you don't even know me well ya? you don't know i have been studying real hard now just to get good results to show you? YES! you know nothing, you don't know that i have been staying late in school to study, you don't know that i have been studying from day to night, you don't know that i am so stress, you don't know that i am so troubled, you don't know that i cried .. you only know that i went out late at night, you only know that i will not attend school, you only know that i want to play .. FINE! my younger sisters are better than me, they take better reults than me, they came home late because they need to study in school! whatever it is, i don't wanna care anymore .. i'll let you scold and nag, but i'll show you my results and let you see that i'm not a useless dumbass here!

sorry people for being kinda moody here but i feel so much better! :D cos i have vent out all my anger here already ((: hehhs phew, feel so great now! i finally know that i can't depend on anyone now, i need to depend on myself to get what i want .. i have pictures to post but i can't transfer them from my phone to the computer ): quite a number of photos so please wait ya! ;D

ok, till here
goodbye idiots :D

Massa to head to Miami for more tests
Ferrari’s Felipe Massa is to travel to the United States on Friday, where he is likely to have more examinations as he continues his recovery from his Hungarian Grand Prix qualifying crash. Massa will meet with Dr Steve Olvey, medical director of the US-based CART series, in Miami.

Massa suffered fractures to his skull last month after being hit by a spring that had come loose from the car of fellow Brazilian Rubens Barrichello. He underwent emergency surgery in Budapest and spent several days in an artificial coma before being flown home to Sao Paolo to recuperate.

“I will probably undergo further exams at the hospital in Miami,” Massa confirmed to Ferrari’s official website, after watching Kimi Raikkonen secure the team’s third successive podium in Sunday’s European Grand Prix at Valencia.

Though Ferrari did not win, Massa was thrilled to see Brawn driver Barrichello back on top of the podium after almost five years away, and following the race was straight on the phone to his friend and compatriot, who carried a best wishes message to Massa on his helmet.

“My first attempt (to call) failed because he was debriefing with his Brawn GP people,” explained Massa. “But later I could manage to talk to him and congratulated him for his fantastic victory. Of course, I also thanked him for everything he’s done and said about me during the whole weekend. In fact, I felt very emotional when I saw his helmet with a design intended to homage me.”

Massa watched the Grand Prix sat on his bed at home, along with wife Raffaela, and also provided comments via SMS for Brazilian television. “I followed the race also by my notebook, taking a close look at the live timing,” he added. “The last time a saw a Formula One race on TV was the Japanese GP back in 2003. It was the race that closed the calendar and I did not travel to Japan because I was Ferrari test driver at that time.”

No date has been set for Massa’s return to Formula One competition and his place will again be taken by Ferrari test driver Luca Badoer in this coming weekend’s Belgian Grand Prix at Spa-Francorchamps.

Belgian Grand Prix - selected driver quotes (sunday 30.08.2009)
Ferrari
Kimi Raikkonen (1st):
“A great victory for me and the team. The champagne tastes the same wherever you are on the podium, but the feeling when you win is definitely different. This track has everything a driver could want and it’s a pleasure to drive here, however, there’s no particular secret to explain why I’ve won here four times. We wanted to win at least one race and we’ve done it. Our car was not the best in the pack, but we managed to put everything together and this result comes from all the work done with the team. I got away well, but Rubens was stuck in front of me and I had to avoid him. Then, at the first corner and at the end of the straight, I managed to move up to second. Behind the Safety Car, I thought mainly about keeping the tyres and brakes up to temperature to be able to attack Fisichella at the restart, and that’s how I managed to pass him quite easily. At the first pit stop, maybe it would have been better to stay with the softer tyre but that’s easy to say afterwards. In the final part, when it seemed I might not be able to fight off Giancarlo, I slightly changed the way I used the KERS so as to defend myself on the straight at Stavelot and so I managed to stay in front. Monza will be difficult, because our car is not particularly good over the kerbs, but we will try and do our best.”

Luca Badoer (14th):
“Today I did my best. Unfortunately, at the first corner after the start, I flat-spotted the front tyres and so I always had strong vibrations throughout the first stint. Once the tyres were changed, the situation improved, but the performance of the harder compound was not as good as the soft one. I have upped my performance level yet again and I really want to race at Monza, one of the tracks I know best, along with Fiorano and Mugello. I am very happy for Kimi and the team: this is a fantastic victory, which was just what we needed at this point in the season.”

Force India
Giancarlo Fisichella (2nd):
“It's been another great day and it was an amazing result today. Before coming to Spa if you had asked all the team if we would have been happy to finish eighth we would have said it was a fantastic result but second is a dream, just great. Actually if I can be honest I am a little disappointed as I felt we could have won the race. I was unlucky with the safety car when Kimi came past me at the restart and overtook me with the KERS. Actually behind him I was quicker but with the KERS I couldn't get past as it was impossible to be quick on the long straight. But we can't take it away from the fantastic result, both at the track and in the factory to get this result. After yesterday I was pretty confident to score points, it's positive for the championship and for the coming races. A big thank you to everyone.”

Adrian Sutil (11th):
“It was a great weekend for the team, particularly for Giancarlo. He did a great race today, second position, which is a big achievement for everyone. We have clearly made a very good step and I think today anything was possible and we can look forward to the next race. Personally I am a little disappointed as someone crashed into me at the first corner and the race was over at that point. I think it was Alonso, who went straight into my rear and turned me around and destroyed my front wing. In the end it was disappointing as the car had the speed and I tried to get back in the race but it was frustrating. I am still very happy with the car and for the team as second place is still a very good position. I hope I can get a similar result in Monza.”

Red Bull
Sebastian Vettel (3rd):
“If you look at the Championship board, today was a good result. Obviously it was not easy to start from the middle of the pack, but the actual start was good. I was maybe too conservative in the middle of the first lap when I saw Nick go off the track - very often cars tend to come back on to the circuit spinning; I lost a position to Nico Rosberg and had to catch him back up after the restart. I lost too much ground to the leading cars in the first stint, but in the second and third stints the car was fantastic, I didn’t make any mistakes and was pushing like it was qualifying on every lap. It was a pleasure to drive the car and we were quicker than the guys in front. We took points out of the Brawn team today, so that’s good for the team and it’s good to score more points than Jenson and Rubens for the drivers’ championship. A big thank you to the team and compliments to Renault - after everything we’ve gone through in the last couple of races, it’s good to finish a race again. We’ve proven that we are back.”

Mark Webber (9th):
“I had a good first lap and laid the right foundations to get some good points today. But, at my first pit stop, I was released in front of Nick Heidfeld, which I was given a drive through penalty for. After that it was a case of damage limitation. I tried to get back into the points and when we had free air, which was not often, we had good pace, but it wasn’t enough. It’s very frustrating not to take any points away, I thought I deserved them from that drive, but the drive-through wrecked that. No one’s interested in excuses though; that’s how it is, so let’s get on and look ahead to the next race.”

BMW Sauber
Robert Kubica (4th):
“I managed to make a good start and was second after the first corner. I was surprised to see Kimi next to me going through Eau Rouge. Approaching the fifth corner he braked very late and went off. It is a very tricky place. He came back on the track right in front of me and I played it safe as we saw a lot of accidents there over the weekend. Although we had a slight touch, I was able to continue. At times we lacked a bit of speed but, of course, it is good to be fighting for podiums again. The result means a lot of points for the team and is good. Unfortunately we didn’t have the chance to achieve anything better. The result proves we are quite competitive on low downforce tracks, which is a positive sign for Monza. However, we have to analyse why the car was more competitive and felt better during qualifying yesterday.”

Nick Heidfeld (5th):
“Although it is a good result for the team, I have to admit I’m disappointed. From third on the grid I had higher expectations, but I lost the race on the first lap. My thought pattern before the race went back and forth as to whether I should take the harder or the softer compound for the start. The harder was the quicker one but, of course, not the better one for heating up quickly. Because the sun was shining I went for the harder compound, and paid for it. After the start I tried to out brake Jarno on the inside of La Source, but I lost ground because the tyres weren’t warm enough. Up the hill to turn five several cars were in the gravel, including me, and that’s where I lost more positions. Later at my first pit stop I had to lock up the brakes in the pit lane to avoid crashing into Mark, who I was then able to immediately overtake on the track. In the last stint my pace was really good and I closed the gap to Robert. But, even though I was quicker than him, I couldn’t overtake because as soon as you are less than two seconds behind another car you start sliding due to losing downforce in the dirty air.”

Brawn GP
Rubens Barrichello (7th):
"I have to be happy with seventh place and the two points really after such an eventful race. We should have had far more from today but the problem with the clutch at the start took away any chance of a podium which is frustrating for me and the team. We changed my strategy at the end of the first lap to fuel longer for the first stint which was a good move and gave me the chance to get into the points. I had fun in the race from then on and the move on Mark Webber at the Blanchimont bend was definitely one of the highlights. The oil leak gave us some worrying laps but I was able to manage the pace and bring the car safely home which was a big relief."

Jenson Button (DNF):
"I had a really good start and had made up a few places in the first few corners to be ahead of Lewis and Rubens. I had a good run going down the straight to turn five just after Eau Rouge. I was on the outside of Heikki and turned in for the corner but quite simply Romain outbraked himself and hit my back wheel. That was it for my race today. It's frustrating as I was in a reasonable position having made up some places and with a lot of fuel on board but it's better to have my first retirement here where I haven't been so competitive than when I'm running at the front. We're determined get back on the track at the next race and be more competitive there at a track which should be quite good for our car."

Williams
Nico Rosberg, Williams (8th):
“We got absolutely the maximum out of today and so I am not so unhappy with the result. Even though the car was not good at all on Friday, we moved it forward and had a reasonable qualifying. We built on this with a good start to the race and claimed another point finishing in 8th place. It is more than I could have hoped for at the beginning of the weekend. The car was difficult to drive today and it had a lot to do with the tyres. When the sun came out, the tyres worked well, especially the soft tyres in the final stint. In these conditions, I was able to push more.”

Kazuki Nakajima, Williams (13th):
“We struggled with our pace throughout the whole weekend here and qualifying was especially tough, which of course affected our potential in the race. On balance, the race was slightly better than Saturday, but of course all of our attention will now be on what we can do to be sure of an improved result in Italy in two weeks time.”

McLaren
Heikki Kovalainen (6th):
“A good race for me. Even though our overall pace here hasn’t been as good as in the two previous races, our strategy worked out perfectly and I was able to overtake a lot of the guys stopping before me. I want to say a big thank you to all the guys in Woking, Brixworth and Stuttgart for all their efforts. Today’s sixth place was the result of a strong, reliable car, a great strategy, a fantastic engine and a first-rate KERS - all of which helped me to make up nine places on my grid position today. We still have some work to do to be fully competitive on medium-downforce tracks, but Monza should be a different story as it’s a very low-downforce circuit and we are traditionally quite good there. Finally, I’m really happy for Kimi: he drove a great race and I knew he would be a tough guy to beat around this place.”

Lewis Hamilton (DNF):
“Some days, when things go bad they go bad - and this was just one of those days. I got a poor start, the anti-stall kicked in and I tried to recover, but got sandwiched at the first corner and lost a bit of my front wing. When Romain Grosjean spun Jenson (Button) around at Turn Five, everyone was trying to avoid them, so I slowed down to try and avoid the damage and got taken out by one of the drivers behind me, who was trying to avoid the accident too. A disappointing day, but we’ll come back and try to win this race next year.”

Toyota
Timo Glock (10th):
"I made a pretty strong start and was running fourth when the safety car came out so we had a good chance of points. But at my first pit stop we had trouble with the fuel rig which cost me time and positions. The crew did well to quickly change to the back-up rig but nevertheless we lost time. Clearly there was a problem with the fuel rig and we have to analyse what happened and prevent any similar problems in the future. I did my best and the car was quite quick but it wasn't to be."

Jarno Trulli (DNF):
"I can't say how disappointed I am with that race. I was really expecting a strong result because we were in great shape after qualifying. But at the first corner I was right behind Heidfeld and at the exit I expected him to pull away faster than he did. I'm not sure if he had a problem but I just touched him slightly and that broke the front wing. It was vibrating a lot so I had no choice but to make a pit stop. There was nothing I could do after that and in the end the team saw a problem with brake wear and decided it was safer to stop."

Toro Rosso
Sebastien Buemi (12th):
“I drove a consistent race, making no mistakes and everything on the car worked well. It’s a shame I could not pass Kovalainen, even though I was quicker than him, but at least I tried. Maybe a one stop strategy would have worked better for me. I wasn’t involved in the first lap accident, but maybe I picked up some debris, as for several laps my front wing did not seem to be working and I tried driving over the kerbs to shake it loose and eventually it got better. Overall, I think I had a good race and I hope that we do so again in Monza running in a low downforce configuration.”

Jaime Alguersuari (DNF):
“My race didn’t last long. These things happen in racing and you just have to accept it. My start was not too bad and the car seemed to be going well. At Turn Two, Jenson spun and Hamilton had to move to the left to avoid him, moving onto the part of the track that I was on. We collided and my car was too damaged for me to continue. Hopefully we can do better in the coming races.”

Renault
Fernando Alonso (DNF):
"Today I missed an opportunity to be on the podium. I had a good start, making up a few positions and the strategy looked good. The car was better than we expected and I was in third position when I came in for my pit stop and it became clear that something was wrong on my left front tyre and the team asked me to retire. We now think it was damaged at the first corner at the beginning of the race. Anyway, Monza is in two weeks and I look forward to making up for the disappointment of today. "

Romain Grosjean (DNF):
"I made a very good start, moving up to thirteenth place and I was keeping a good pace but then Button took me out at turn five and it was the end for me. It's frustrating because I would have loved to finish the race and learn more about the car on this very special track. Hopefully I can do better in Monza."

European Grand Prix - selected team and driver quotes (sunday 23.08.2009)
Brawn GP
Rubens Barrichello (1st):
"What a fantastic day. I am so delighted with the win after what was a really tough race out there. It's just amazing and a weekend that I will never forget. Even after five years, you don't forget how to win and the feeling is so good! Although we were fuelled heavier than the McLarens, I knew that I would have to push really hard throughout the race. My engineer Jock was great today, he really encouraged me and helped me to maintain the pace, and the team did a fantastic job with two excellent pit stops. I want to thank everyone who has supported me and this victory is dedicated to the whole of Brazil but particularly to my great friend Felipe Massa. I hope he is back racing against me soon."

Jenson Button (7th):
"Rubens did a great job this weekend and he deserves the victory. It's been a long time so I'm happy for him although of course I would rather be on top of the podium. The small mistake in qualifying and a difficult start caught behind Vettel really cost me today as I got caught in traffic and it's really tough to overtake around this circuit. Still we did what we came for this weekend and beat the Red Bulls, our main title rivals, so I'm not too disappointed with seventh position. We'll go to the next race in Spa positive and ready to have a good race."

McLaren
Lewis Hamilton (2nd):
“This is my second podium in a row, and I’m very happy to be here. We did the best job we could today. Am I disappointed? Yes, I think we all are - but that’s simply an indication of just how hard everyone in this team is pushing to win. We’re never satisfied unless we’re winning, in fact. But, ultimately, we didn’t really lose anything today - it was always going to be tough to beat Rubens and what we tried wasn’t quite enough. Before my second pitstop, I’d been saving fuel and was a bit unsure if I had enough for that extra lap or not. The pitwall had initially asked me to pit - but, just when I was coming in, they told me to stay out and do an extra lap - however, I was already inside the white line and committed, so it was too late. In those circumstances, it’s always better to be safe and to pit, because the last thing you want to do is run dry out on the circuit. But the call was a marginal one - the team was pushing the envelope, as I say - and it came just a little too late for me and the mechanics, who weren’t perfectly prepared. Make no mistake, I think those guys are the best in the business; what happened was simply a result of the team trying everything in their power to turn a safe second place into a possible win. In any case, our overall performance this weekend confirmed the huge improvement we’ve made recently, but we still lack a bit of race pace compared with the very fastest cars. You can be well sure we’re working on fixing that, though. Congratulations to Rubens - he drove a fantastic race today and really deserved this victory.”

Heikki Kovalainen (4th):
“To start second and finish fourth isn’t ideal. But I’m more pleased with my overall performance in this race than in Hungary. We showed good performance throughout the whole weekend, and I really want to thank the whole team for helping us to achieve that - it’s good to see things improving like this. We don’t yet have the pace of the frontrunners, but everyone has done an incredible job to get us to where we are. We’ve scored more points in the last three races than any other team - but I still want to score more. I’m already focusing on Spa; it’s a circuit I love and I really want to be on the podium there.”

Ferrari
Kimi Raikkonen (3rd):
“I am happy about this result. Already on Friday we saw that the car was pretty competitive over a distance and we therefore thought we could fight for a podium finish. We were also aware that, in qualifying, we might have struggled, especially on light fuel. Both these predictions proved correct and today we were once again able to get on the podium. I managed to make up a few places at the start and my first aim was to pull out a bit of a gap over Rosberg, who was going to stop after me. In the second part of the race, I realized that I could close on Kovalainen and try and make the most of the run of pit stops to get ahead of him and I managed it. Now we go to Spa, a track that I like a lot: we must wait for Friday to see how competitive we can be. At this point in the season, if we manage to get everything right, then we can aim for the podium and if anything was to happen to those ahead of us, we can try and do even better. We must do all we can to hang on to third place in the constructors’ championship.”

Luca Badoer (17th):
“I said when I arrived in Valencia that this Grand Prix would be a time for me to dust the rust off my back and get confident in the role of race driver again. It was important for me to complete so many kilometres without making any serious mistakes and I managed that. From the physical point of view, I feel fine and that is another cause for satisfaction. I got a good start, making up a few places but then I was hit by Grosjean and that dropped me back down again. I tried to run my own race, but it was not easy to maintain a consistent pace, especially when I had to let the leaders by. At the first pit stop, I made a mistake which cost me one place and then I was just a whisker over the white line and so I picked up a drive-through penalty. Now I am looking forward to Spa with confidence: it’s a track I know and I will also be able to count on the experience gained this weekend. Thanks to the whole team, who did everything they could to make me feel comfortable, without putting me under any pressure and to Michael, who was a great support throughout the weekend.”

Williams
Nico Rosberg, Williams (5th):
“I did enjoy the race, but the heat really took most of the fun out of it. It wasn’t nice, but it was still a good result for the team. Fifth again, after starting seventh, is not bad, and gives us more points. I was hoping to beat Raikkonen today but he was too fast. Our car seems to suit every track we go to, and the team is doing well to keep development going from race to race. It’s nice that we are always up there and I hope we continue like this, and possibly make a step forward onto the podium soon.”

Kazuki Nakajima, Williams (18th):
“It was another disappointing afternoon for me. It was all over in qualifying really. I was in 13th when I had the puncture and that really finished my race. Just a few laps before the end, I then had some kind of problem so I had to stop early.”

Renault
Fernando Alonso (6th):
“Sixth place is the best I could do today for my home Grand Prix and the three points are a good result considering that we started eighth. It was a very tough race: first of all because of the heat but also because it was a very competitive race and I had to push all the way, constantly fighting to keep my position. But we have been quick all weekend and therefore I’m quite confident we can keep this pace and deliver an even better result in Spa.”

Romain Grosjean (15th):
“Unfortunately the first lap didn’t go well for me, but during the race there were a lot of positives and I gained some valuable experience. At the start of the race I had to really concentrate and pay attention to everything that was happening around me and after that I just tried to be consistent and set some good lap times. It’s clear that I must do better next weekend in Spa and I will aim to put the experience I have gained in Valencia to good use.”

BMW Sauber
Robert Kubica (8th):
"I had to start the race from a very bad position as I was in the middle of the pack and we were all very close together in the first corners. Unfortunately I was not able to make up positions at the start, and I even lost a place to Nick. But then during the race my pace was good. Although my stints were shorter, I was even able to overtake Mark Webber during his final pit stop, which was very good."

Nick Heidfeld (11th):
"For me the result is rather disappointing because it doesn't reflect what I was able to achieve today. After a good start I was able to match the pace of the guys in front of me, but I let Robert by because he was on a lower fuel load. Then I had to defend my position against Adrian Sutil and lost contact with the front group. This turned out to be crucial, because after his pit stop Heikki Kovalainen came out in front of me and I could not take any advantage from my car being lighter at this stage."

Red Bull
Mark Webber (9th):
“No gains for us today, which is the first time in a long time. The long and short of it was that I wasn’t quick enough today - it was a tough race. I’ve been struggling all weekend and I think I got the result I deserved, which was no points, unfortunately. We were a little bit unlucky around the pit stops with Lewis (Hamilton) coming back out in front, but that’s the way it goes. The pit stops weren’t great, as I might have been a bit long on positioning - so not the best day for us. But, we will dust ourselves down and move on to Spa.”

Sebastian Vettel (DNF):
“The biggest problem today was the first stop - we weren’t able to get fuel in the car, so we had to come in again. We were lucky to make it back for a second stop. The race was lost already at that point but then, a couple of laps on, I had a problem with the engine and I had to retire. It’s not good. In terms of the Championship, I will fight until the last breath, but it’s not good to have retired when you’re hunting and want to get more points than your opponent. You’re in a position to do it, but then you don’t finish the race.”

Force India
Adrian Sutil (10th):
“Today was a good performance with no mistakes, good lap times and we showed a clear step forward. I think tenth was the maximum we could do from 12th position on the grid. It was a very tough race, very hot, but everything worked perfectly. I was behind the two BMWs for my first stint and couldn't get past on the track but the team did a really good stop and I could pass Heidfeld in the pit lane. I'm really looking forward to Spa now - I love the track and with the pace we've shown this weekend it's looking promising for a good result there.”

Giancarlo Fisichella (12th):
“It was a difficult race as the grid position was not as good as we had hoped so we used a one-stop strategy, which gave us an opportunity to gain some positions. I made a very good start, keeping clear of the collision and was running in 13th at the end of the first lap, right behind Adrian. The first stint on the hard tyres was very consistent with a good pace. Then we changed to the soft tyres and it was a bit tricky as there was some graining. I could keep a good pace though I had to watch the tyres to keep them until the end. Twelfth is a good result for us. We made a few positions and now seem to be ahead of Toyota and some other cars. We need another step like we made this weekend and we can easily score points.”

Toyota
Jarno Trulli (13th):
“The start wasn't great and the car didn't improve from qualifying, when I was struggling a lot with a lack of grip. So I had the same problems again today and the grip was nowhere close to where it had been earlier in the weekend during practice. I did my best but there was nothing I could do to improve my position. I hope for a better weekend in Belgium."

Timo Glock (14th):
"It was a pity the race started like that because over a race distance we were pretty quick, just like we were in Budapest. At the first corner I had to dive down the inside because the cars in front were braking heavily so I had to avoid them. Then I was hit from behind and basically any hope I had of getting a decent position was finished there and then. But I pushed as hard as possible for the rest of the race to at least get some more data and we showed what might have been by setting the fastest lap right at the end."

Toro Rosso
Jaime Alguersuari (16th):
“This was much tougher for me than Hungary, because of the heat and humidity. With ten laps remaining, I had a problem with my drinks system which meant I couldn’t get anything to drink. It was really tough and I just did my best to finish and bring home the car. On the plus side I have now done a lot more kilometres and I therefore hope this will help me do better in Spa, where at least it won’t be as hot.”

Sebastien Buemi (DNF):
“My race was more or less over immediately after the start. I will have to watch the race to see exactly what happened. I moved to the inside to try and avoid the bottleneck and as Glock accelerated, he drove over my wing which obviously broke and the time I lost coming back to the pits to replace it meant my race was done. I carried on pushing to see what lap times I could do and what the car was capable of, but I soon had braking problems and eventually the disc broke and I had to park the car. The last few race weekends have not gone well, but you have to stay positive. The car seems to have improved, so we have the potential to do better. Let’s see at Spa.”

2009-08-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

who do you think you are ♥♥

speak with the right words, in the right time and the right person

hello hello :D:D:D:D:D:D

now, i'm posting almost everyday! (yayness) staying in the 'happy mode' (stay there stay there!) let's see, i've been studying almost the whole day this week and i am oh-so-tired! but i'm pretty glad that i'm so busy till i've no time to think about anything ((: that's my current aim ..

today is saturday but i still have to wake up early for school as there is this english workshop .. i went back to my lalaland after switching off the alarm (-.-) i forget to tell my grandma that i need to attend school today so she didn't wake me up D: but i'm lucky that i woke up in the next 5mins (^.^) i had a weird dreamt after i went back to sleep! i dreamt of someone(forget who) msging me and i still remember what i reply (=.=) WTH! super lame! LOL! the workshop was still ok and i can still tolerate for hours .. but for the last 15mins, i fell asleep (oh gosh!) i put my hand on the chair infront of me and lean my head on my hand, my hand slide off the chair and i hit my head! :(damn it, super pain):

after the workshop, went to study with my loves! :D they are kassandra, elaine, kangqi and shiwei~ when nearing the end of our study, we laugh non-stop! xD HAHAHA! really enjoy studying with this bunch of crazies! now i'm math in progress, but there are more to go .. hope that i'm really improving in every subjects ((: YES! i'm heading town with my loves again!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ this time i'm sure to turn on my happy mode as it's tired to be sad! LOL! have to wake up early again tomorrow because i'm going to pray mummy! (ireallymissher)

oh well, dad is drunk! what's happening to this family? can anyone just tell me what the hell why is all this happening now? since you 2 are married, please be childish no more! stop quarreling over stupid things .. she's trying to be caring and yet you're making her tears dropping! what's wrong with all the man in this world?! i understand him well, he is one kind that doesn't like to be over-control .. where is the laughters in this family? where is the love in this family? i used to tell how good my dad can be, how much love i have in this family .. but now, i have nothing to talk about it .. i went home late at night everyday now, it's just like a place for me to sleep only .. however, grandma is still the best! :D i always feel the love from her, no fail ((: ILOVEYOU! =* i really miss the time when whole family sits together in the living room joking and laughing ..

ok, i shall stop here
goodnight and goodbye! :D

2009-08-27T22:31:00.006+08:00

what should i do ♥♥

why is this happening to me?

hello world :D:D:D:D:D:D
i'm here to post again ((: today is totally not my day (._.) first, i was late for school (-.-) it was pretty lame as that was the normal time i reached school everyday .. many people are late too! so not happy as for my entire school life, this is the very first time that i was late for school .. i didn't want to argue with the teacher because (1) create more trouble (2) no point talking much with that uncle(OM) (3) they are unreasonable .. reported, nails cut! so tomorrow i have to leave my house earlier so that i will not be late again (=.=) after pe, didn't change back to uniform plus i didn't bring! xD LOL! our POA teacher suddenly moodswing and force us to change back to our uniform .. nevermind, i borrow uniform from friend ((: BUT~ after POA lesson, it's geog .. teacher scold again! me, kass, junle and xinshen have to stand outside the class .. HAHAHA! it attracted people's attention :D

i'm sleeping late at night everyday! ohmybaby~ i went to lalaland today in class xD LOL! my phone suddenly vibrate and scare me la! WTH! and it was from the STARHUB!!! but today pe was fun! ;D i love pe! (^.^) went to night class again, have a great time studying with friends .. i want to study everyday (this is crazy) my tongue hurts man! i can't even talk properly now xP hehhs! lucky that my oral just over ((:

same routine tomorrow, school aep nightclass home~ i putting myself in a busy mode so that those unhappy thoughts will not look for me :D smile smile everybody! i can't afford to fall now .. not thinking anymore!

seriously, if it's true, fuck you!

guess i'm done here
goodnight and goodbye world! :D

2009-08-27T00:23:00.006+08:00

i'm tired of every single thing ♥♥

yeah! :D thankyou kangqi for the 犬!

hello readers :D:D:D:D:D:D
someone is saying that her blog is more active than mine, so i want to prove her wrong! xD HAHA! hmm, let me talk about things that had happened for the past few days then ((: i took height and weight on last thursday already! ;D i've grew taller by more than 1cm and grew fatter by 1kg! although i'm still underweight, but i'm trying hard to grow fat (^.^) hehhs! went to kassandra's house with elaine, kangqi and shiwei on dunno when, was supposed to study but ended up crazying xD LOL! last saturday, went down to orchard with kangqi and kassandra .. met up with elaine and qian at mogu mogu ((: shop around far east and went to meet up with benjamin and jasper at kfc .. supposed to watch movie at cine, time slots full so they went for pool .. i'm ultra sorry for the mood i have that day D:

was feeling really bad bad bad that day (hais) i've tried my best to cheer up and not to spoil others mood, but i failed .. i poured out those unhappy things that have been in my heart for years to my girls .. and yes, they are there for me! i'm having a small heart that hold lots of things .. i feel so awful yet don't know what to do .. i really want to dump all the unhappy stuffs to a far far place .. honestly, i'm really really feeling down the past few days .. i forced myself to smile as happy as i can, and laugh as hard as i can to look normal .. finally, till that day, i can't take it anymore! i poured it out, cried it out and felt so much better ((: there are still some load in my heart that i have to find the right time to sort it out .. i know i can do it! :D the fact that i have to face is that no matter how much i miss my mom, she will never be back anymore .. i'm just a normal girl who wants to lead a normal life .. who doesn't want to?! what's a normal life? with family, friends and love around? i don't know .. i seems to have everything, but it's just that they are not working out properly .. i've promised my girls that i will be smiling all day with my true heart and not faking it (^.^) i'm trying my very best, believe me ((: sometimes i noticed that you girls understand me more than i understand myself xD HAHA!

people, know what?! i've been attending night class everyday this week! xD LOL! i know that i'm tired but i don't want to stay at home D: everything i stressing me out, so i rather stay with my friends to keep my mood in a 'happy mode' :D

as promised, these are pictures of chocolates made by me and kangqi ((:

did you people see something?! 犬!!!
chocolate makes me go woolaalaa~

ok, it's time for me to sleep ((:

goodbye and goodnight readers! :D

i love my girls so so muchie! =* thanks so so muchie for being there for me whenever i need you!

2009-08-15T19:01:00.009+08:00

what should i do ♥♥

they can always make me smile when i cry, no fail ((:

hello people :D:D:D:D:D:D

sorry for putting my blog in rotting process ((: yea, i'm back!

i went to elaine's house to ton on 09.08.2009 (national day) so fun! ate dinner over there and played poker cards .. me, kass and elaine slept for 1hour plus, woke up prepare food and off we go to sentosa ;D sentosa trip with shiwei, elaine, kassandra, kangqi, yiqian, kaiying and winnie (my hei ren)!

took back english result yesterday, i cried for it (dumbass) i failed! i start asking myself, what have i done the past few months? i did studied for everything, maybe not too hardworking, thats why .. i only know that i have disappoint my daddy and especially my mummy .. i wonder how will she feel if she's still alive, i rather she scold me or whack me .. i'm still lucky! ;D i have friends that are always there for me ((: especially my girls .. they are the one who can make me smile and laugh when my tears drop .. yes! my 7 ladies ((: thank you so much!

picutres time!

paul campbell!!!!!!!!! xD

went to watch these 2 movies in one week (^.^) both are nice ok?! me and kangqi were holding on to each other in both movies, so funny la XD HAHAHA!

LINUS HO is very DUMB! (you say i can post this)

ok, going off ((:

goodbye people :D

will be back with pictures of chocolate that is made by me and kangqi ;D

2009-08-05T17:15:00.012+08:00

18chef and vivo ♥♥

it's time to take a break! :D

hello world :D:D:D:D:D:D

fun and great day yesterday with my ladies ((: sad that elaine and ky can't make it D: went to 18 chef to have our lunch and sat there for some chit-chats and photo-takings! ;D HAHA! so fun! trained down to TPY as kangqi need take her LOLLIPOP and KEY! continue our journey to vivo and slack all the way there ((: kangqi went for her dance halfway through .. home sweet home at 11pm (^.^)

our DELICIOUS FOOD at 18chef!

went out with qian, kass, wei, kang and jer :D

he's my attraction there! xD

this is kangqi with her LOLLIPOP and KEY!

the hip-hop girl trying to save her KEY!

the crazy girl(shiwei) ate all these!

in the water ((:

this is my hand! ;D see the wave~

3three3

all the ugly starts here :P

overdue :

i'm so going to JP tomorrow with YANGKAIYING after our last paper!!!

goodbye world :D

2009-08-04T00:24:00.012+08:00

my favourite ♥♥

thank god you're fine ((:

hello pipper :D:D:D:D:D:D
yea, i'm back again ((: have been studying almost everyday because of my prelim .. but it's ending real real soon, last paper already ;D when we finish our prelims, other schools will be preparing for theirs .. our school is damn early right? should get use to it! i'm so going to flunk my science (-.-) no confidence in it at all! but at least i know where i stand for my science so i can work harder for 'Os'! tomorrow i'll be going out with my girls! (yayness) 18chef, i'm coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

been reading news about my FAV~ he's recovering well and going back to Brazil, his home .. hope he can come back quick to his ferrari and perform his best! ;D but for the time-being, the seven-time world champion (Michael Schumacher) is back to take his place for the race ((: (cool)

monday, 03.08.2009
Massa on his way home to Brazil
As expected, Ferrari’s Felipe Massa left hospital in Budapest on Monday, less than ten days after suffering a fractured skull during qualifying for the Hungarian Grand Prix. Massa is now flying home to his native Brazil, where he will continue his recuperation.

Massa underwent emergency surgery at the AEK military hospital after he was struck by a loose spring from another car. He spent several days in an artificial coma, before being released from intensive care last Wednesday.

News agency Reuters reported that Massa was seen smiling and shaking hands with officials at Budapest's Ferihegy International Airport, as he walked aboard a private jet ahead of the journey to Sao Paolo. It is hoped he will make a full recovery, though no date has been set for his return to competition.

Ferrari are planning to replace Massa with former driver Michael Schumacher for the forthcoming European Grand Prix and the seven-time champion has already begun testing in preparation for his comeback. Schumacher retired at the end of 2006.

Felipe Massa: I hope I’ll be back on track soon
Ferrari’s Felipe Massa left Budapest on Monday morning to travel home to Brazil, less than ten days after his accident in qualifying for the Hungarian Grand Prix, accompanied by his wife Raffaela and his personal doctor Dino Altmann. Before leaving the AEK hospital, where he has been recovering from his injuries, Massa gave Ferrari his first interview since the Hungaroring crash…

Q: How do you feel? What do you remember from the accident?
Felipe Massa: It is sort of a strange feeling. I know exactly what happened, that a spring came off Rubens' car and hit me on the helmet. I know that something happened to me, but I didn't feel anything when it happened. They told me that I lost consciousness at the moment of the spring's impact on my helmet and I ran into the barriers, then I woke up in hospital two days later. I don't remember anything and that's why what the doctors did had to be explained to me. When I saw Rob (Smedley, his race engineer), he asked me if I remembered Rubens, but the last thing I remembered was when I was behind him at the end of my fast lap in Q2, and than it's blank. It's difficult to explain. I'm feeling much better now and I want to recover as soon as possible to get back behind the wheel of a Ferrari.

Q: Do you want to thank anyone?
FM: First of all I want to thank God. Then I want to thank the doctors at the race track and at Budapest's AEK hospital, who have done a lot for me, and Dino Altmann, who came with my family from Brazil and who was extraordinary over the last days. But I also want to thank everybody who prayed and who wrote to me via my own and Ferrari's website, hoping that everything went well. So many people wrote to me, also many who aren't interested in Formula One, but had heard about what happened to me: thank you so much and I want to tell them that I'm praying also for them. I would have done the same if an accident had happened to another driver: I would have prayed for him that everything went well.

Q: How much help was the fact that your family was here over the last days?
FM: My family is important to me. They have always been close to me during my career, victories and defeats, and the most difficult moments. There was only (brother) Edoardo at Budapest, but when the accident happened Raffaela, my father, my mother and then my sister came to Hungary. I know that they've suffered a lot and I want to thank them. And then there's another family I have to thank: the Ferrari family. They were great, they helped us in any possible way and it's a great thing to be part of this group.

Q: What's your first wish when you get back to Brazil?
FM: Coming back to my home, checking that everything is as it was before. Many things have happened over the last days and I want to get back to a normal life. I want to get back into the best possible condition, doing things you do every day.

Q: For a while your car will be driven by Michael Schumacher: do you have any advice for him?
FM: Michael doesn't need my advice! It was him who gave me many tips during my career when we were racing together. He knows how to win, he knows how to drive and he's great: it was the best choice handing over the car to such a fantastic person and I'm sure that everybody will be happy to see him back on the track again. Although I hope I'll be back on the track with Ferrari as soon as possible.

Michael Schumacher: it’s great to be back
Michael Schumacher was back behind the wheel of a Formula One car on Friday, as he began on-track preparations for his planned comeback later this month. Schumacher is expected to stand in for the injured Felipe Massa in the European Grand Prix.

With the in-season test ban ruling out a run in this year’s F60, Schumacher used a privately-owned 2007 car to complete 67 laps of Ferrari’s Mugello circuit in Italy.

“It's a great thing getting back on the track,” said the German, “even if this was a car from 2007 from the F1 Clienti department with slicks usually used in GP2 and obviously there is no real point of reference.

"After a couple of laps I was able to drive constant lap times and I'm happy with the performance. Now we've got to see how my body and the muscles respond in the next days.”

Schumacher will now continue with a special programme of training designed to ensure he is fit enough to compete at Valencia on August 23. Ferrari have also asked their fellow teams for special permission to allow the seven-time world champion to test the F60 ahead of the Spanish race.

Following his Mugello outing, Schumacher travelled to Budapest on Saturday to visit Massa. The Brazilian, who sustained a fractured skull after being hit by a spring from another car in qualifying for the Hungarian Grand Prix, left the AEK military hospital on Monday to travel home to Sao Paulo.

look at his face, poor thing man D:

his dad and bro (they all look the same :D)

fire fire fire at yew tee~

i washed my bag and the water turns to this colour

i drew this ! :D (so proud of myself)

i didn't know that camwhoring is so fun! xD (do excuse our retard-ness)

goodnight and goodbye pipper :D