Sunday, March 14, 2010
FML ♥♥
Posted by Rebecca at 2:18 AM
Life has been sucks since i got my O'level result. Friends around have been encouraging me not to give up, i've tried my best not to. I'm having sleepless nights, weird dreams. I don't know what to do with my life now. Honestly, i'm worry, fucking worry. I seriously hope to get into NYP, i wanted it so much. I don't want to start my new life in ITE, i don't know what/who i will become once i step into it. Tired and afraid of answering questions of which school i get into, people faces change, they look down on me, i can feel it. Should i retake my science? What if i do not get into poly? What if i fail in ITE? Will i lose my friends? Will my friends look down on me? I seriously don't know what to do now. Any kind soul can tell me? Nobody can do anything now, it's all my fault, blame myself. I started everything, so i ended up like this.
Labels: i will act like nothing happen
Posted by Rebecca at 2:18 AM
