Tuesday, September 22, 2009
totally stressed up ♥♥
what more do i need?hello all shits :D:D:D:D:D:D
i know, it's rotting rotting rotting .. but i have reasons for not posting : studies+no mood .. i'm still not studying everyday, i feel bad about it seriously! i can't study alone at home, i need to be out with my friends to study .. i feel so stressful studying at home and i don't know why .. yes, everyone is getting reward from their parents if they made it through their Os, but not me .. i believe that my dad won't do that .. everytime i'm home after studies, he didn't ask me anything about my studies .. be it i'm home from studies or elsewhere, it's been long since he asked me about my studies .. he only care when i showed him the results, the lousy results .. is he giving up on me? or he had so much confidence on me? i really don't know and i don't want to know .. he see the good in my younger sisters, see the bad in me .. whatever it is, i'm doing my best already .. we never talk for days, it's weird, but i can't do anything about it .. i only have to endure for 2 more months, get the results that i want and do whatever i want to do ..
ohh! i haven post pictures that were taken on shiwei's birthday celebration ((: i'll do it asap ya! ;D headed to town with kassandra and kangqi the day before yesterday .. jonathan met us at town and off we go to here and there .. this is the first time i've walked for so long in town xD LOL! like whole day .. the most importantly is : I SAW FORMULA 1 FERRARI THERE LA! :D super cool~ i love red (lalalalalala) i took picture of it ((: hehhs kangqi and jonathan went off early, me and kass continue our shopping .. home sweet home at 10pm+ .. the day before that day, celebrated belbel's birthday .. all the children are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee~
7 years, i miss my mom and her love .. i need her love badly~
after so many years, i really wish to see him again .. i miss you my friend~
shall stop here
goodbye all shits :D
Posted by Rebecca at 4:28 PM
