Thursday, August 27, 2009
i'm tired of every single thing ♥♥
did you people see something?! 犬!!!
chocolate makes me go woolaalaa~
Posted by Rebecca at 12:23 AM
yeah! :D thankyou kangqi for the 犬!
hello readers :D:D:D:D:D:D
someone is saying that her blog is more active than mine, so i want to prove her wrong! xD HAHA! hmm, let me talk about things that had happened for the past few days then ((: i took height and weight on last thursday already! ;D i've grew taller by more than 1cm and grew fatter by 1kg! although i'm still underweight, but i'm trying hard to grow fat (^.^) hehhs! went to kassandra's house with elaine, kangqi and shiwei on dunno when, was supposed to study but ended up crazying xD LOL! last saturday, went down to orchard with kangqi and kassandra .. met up with elaine and qian at mogu mogu ((: shop around far east and went to meet up with benjamin and jasper at kfc .. supposed to watch movie at cine, time slots full so they went for pool .. i'm ultra sorry for the mood i have that day D:
someone is saying that her blog is more active than mine, so i want to prove her wrong! xD HAHA! hmm, let me talk about things that had happened for the past few days then ((: i took height and weight on last thursday already! ;D i've grew taller by more than 1cm and grew fatter by 1kg! although i'm still underweight, but i'm trying hard to grow fat (^.^) hehhs! went to kassandra's house with elaine, kangqi and shiwei on dunno when, was supposed to study but ended up crazying xD LOL! last saturday, went down to orchard with kangqi and kassandra .. met up with elaine and qian at mogu mogu ((: shop around far east and went to meet up with benjamin and jasper at kfc .. supposed to watch movie at cine, time slots full so they went for pool .. i'm ultra sorry for the mood i have that day D:
was feeling really bad bad bad that day (hais) i've tried my best to cheer up and not to spoil others mood, but i failed .. i poured out those unhappy things that have been in my heart for years to my girls .. and yes, they are there for me! i'm having a small heart that hold lots of things .. i feel so awful yet don't know what to do .. i really want to dump all the unhappy stuffs to a far far place .. honestly, i'm really really feeling down the past few days .. i forced myself to smile as happy as i can, and laugh as hard as i can to look normal .. finally, till that day, i can't take it anymore! i poured it out, cried it out and felt so much better ((: there are still some load in my heart that i have to find the right time to sort it out .. i know i can do it! :D the fact that i have to face is that no matter how much i miss my mom, she will never be back anymore .. i'm just a normal girl who wants to lead a normal life .. who doesn't want to?! what's a normal life? with family, friends and love around? i don't know .. i seems to have everything, but it's just that they are not working out properly .. i've promised my girls that i will be smiling all day with my true heart and not faking it (^.^) i'm trying my very best, believe me ((: sometimes i noticed that you girls understand me more than i understand myself xD HAHA!
people, know what?! i've been attending night class everyday this week! xD LOL! i know that i'm tired but i don't want to stay at home D: everything i stressing me out, so i rather stay with my friends to keep my mood in a 'happy mode' :D
as promised, these are pictures of chocolates made by me and kangqi ((:
did you people see something?! 犬!!!
chocolate makes me go woolaalaa~ok, it's time for me to sleep ((:
goodbye and goodnight readers! :D
i love my girls so so muchie! =* thanks so so muchie for being there for me whenever i need you!
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Posted by Rebecca at 12:23 AM
