to someone and some busybodies!
you really want to know why we treat you this way so suddenly right? ok, i shall tell you now. actually, if you're smart enough, you will know that it's not sudden at all. do you know why i didn't side you this time round? you did something that makes me really pissed off! you can say you don't know or whatever but it did hurts me. yes, they've been telling me long time ago that you make use of me. but i chose to believe you and i even told them you did not. somehow, i slowly realised that i'm wrong! whenever you have her, you didn't even care about me. and when she's not around, you will then look for me. it's pretty obvious after some time. not that i'm jealous or what as theres nothing for me to be jealous about. it's just that, will you feel good if someone do this to you? you told me you only can tell me things now and can't trust her anymore but you did want to tell her stuffs. what's with you? saying things this way but doing things another way. fun? fun to fool me? i'm just like a 'spare tyre' to you ya? you will only look for me whenever you need me, you can just dump me anywhere whenever you have her. i don't know what you are thinking when you are doing all these. i trust you and tell you secrets. i did remind you many times not to say out but you intend to hint out alittle infront of people. you can say you did it accidently but i know i did remind you whenever you hint out. i thought i know you but actually i don't. i can see that when i ask you out or something, you confirm with me the fastest. but you will just find any excuse to reject me at very last minute. i'm sick of it already! don't confirm things or make promises that you are not sure with. you told me that you can't make it for the outing but you eventually asking other people out! you're just telling me that you lied to me by doing this. seriously, if you really want to get close with somebody, go ahead and stick with that person. don't have to make use of me to get close with that person. use your own effort and not others, if not you will lose something to gain something. people may think that it's our fault to treat you this way and hurt you but they don't know the reason at all! and i'm also here to tell all the busybodies, stop spouting nonsense if you don't know anything at all! that doesn't make you people being a kind soul! you people are just pulling yourself into this case. think before you say or do anything please!
i just want to make things clear and stop all busybody's mouth! after this incident, i can finally see how fake people can be. but i can say it's better this way. outsiders don't have to comment and just zip your mouth!
readers, i have super lots photos in the next post so stay tune ya! ;D it will be a long long post ((:
Labels: i don't give a damn
Posted by Rebecca at 1:49 AM
