Tuesday, May 5, 2009
broken ♥♥
it's just the matter of me
Posted by Rebecca at 9:48 PM
it's just the matter of meHiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii peeeepooooooo :D:D:D:D:D:D
walked home today with double chocolate in my hand ! maybe thats the only thing that make me happy today ((: homeworks and tests are all piling up again and i really have to work hard .. i don't want people to say me and not giving chance for them to say ! this is just the matter of whether i want anot ~ i want to get good grades (of course not just saying but doing it) and i don't want people to look down on me !
what i want to hear is :
- you can do it
- let me help you
- lets work hard together !
- you can do better the next time
and not :
- who ask you don't study
- who ask you everytime don't do homework
- you deserve it
its soooooo discouraging !!!
ok, skip all these ! its nonsense (~.~)
shout out loud !
double chocolate a day, keeps my day olay ! HA :D
i am crazy about double chocolate now (whooohooo)
when walking home, there's a little girl walking pass, eyeing on my double chocolate and gave me the "yumyum, can i have a sip" look ! ;D so cute (^.^)
i can't trust anybody now . no, not anyone ! maybe the problem lies on me not the others . maybe i let my friends see that im not a good friend(?) don't promise me anything if you think that you can't do it .. im being stupid to let people break promises and doing nothing about it .. just being dumb to let you think that promises made to me is easily to break and i didn't fucking care .. i can only swallowed everything down and i can't do anything ! tell me what i can do ? i don't want to be the dumb again and from now on, promises made infront of me may just go into my right ear and out from my left ear .. im not gonna take it seriously ! you people simply treat me as an idiot (=.=) talk about me all you people want .. just say im selfish, stupid, crazy or whatever ! i just felt hurt .. i can't blame anybody but myself
Labels: it's just the right time
Posted by Rebecca at 9:48 PM
