Monday, September 22, 2008
im freaking useless !
browsing through the old photos
saw mummy's photos .. its been years
sudd, i miss her loads !!
when she was in the A & E, she was just back from malaysia
she didn't even get the chance tuh go home
straight away, she was sent tuh the hospital ..
doctor said : she not gonna make it ..
everybody burst into tears ..
but me and my sisters, we didn't know wats happening
my sisters : primary 2
me : primary 4
wat u expect us tuh noe ?
after awhile, my turn tuh visit mummy ..
went in, holding my tears back
grandma asked mummy : do you noe who iish she ? (pointing me)
mummy slowly said out my name ((:
my tears dropped at tt moment ..
tt was the last time mummy called me ..
went back home, dreamt about mummy ..
she bought loads present back for me and told me tuh be a good girl ..
after tt, i was woke up by aunt and she said mummy had gone
why must the god take away something tt iish so important tuh me ?!!
she can't even get the chance tuh see me going up tuh sec 1 !!
wat the hell iish this ?!?!?
i am fucking useless tt i never take good care of her !
i am fucking useless tt i never protect her !
now, im left with the blur pictures of her !!
i just want tuh call u once more "mummy", tts all ..
i have tuh let go ..
Posted by Rebecca at 6:42 PM
browsing through the old photos
saw mummy's photos .. its been years
sudd, i miss her loads !!
when she was in the A & E, she was just back from malaysia
she didn't even get the chance tuh go home
straight away, she was sent tuh the hospital ..
doctor said : she not gonna make it ..
everybody burst into tears ..
but me and my sisters, we didn't know wats happening
my sisters : primary 2
me : primary 4
wat u expect us tuh noe ?
after awhile, my turn tuh visit mummy ..
went in, holding my tears back
grandma asked mummy : do you noe who iish she ? (pointing me)
mummy slowly said out my name ((:
my tears dropped at tt moment ..
tt was the last time mummy called me ..
went back home, dreamt about mummy ..
she bought loads present back for me and told me tuh be a good girl ..
after tt, i was woke up by aunt and she said mummy had gone
why must the god take away something tt iish so important tuh me ?!!
she can't even get the chance tuh see me going up tuh sec 1 !!
wat the hell iish this ?!?!?
i am fucking useless tt i never take good care of her !
i am fucking useless tt i never protect her !
now, im left with the blur pictures of her !!
i just want tuh call u once more "mummy", tts all ..
i have tuh let go ..
Posted by Rebecca at 6:42 PM
